.this.is.my.world.

2009-12-19T13:39:00.003+08:00

Xiao Ai has left me.. he has been a very good companion for the past 1 yr and 8 mths.. he will be remembered.. and i believe he's now at somewhere peaceful, w/o all the suffereings in this world..

*in remembrance of xiao ai*

*thns for being my pet*

*i love you*

2009-07-06T00:31:00.003+08:00

yeahs~.. today's the first time darl took my car.. so excting~.. hahas.. was quite gan jiong at first.. though it's not the first time i drove.. but it's the first time qc sat beside me~.. hehes.. i tink i shld practice more on my driving so tt i can drive out and play!.. i want to faster stop my work then buy the supplementary coupon and drive out to explore singapore!.. shall look forward to tt day!.. okays.. i'm tired~.. off to slp! nites pple~ =D

2009-05-23T13:29:00.012+08:00

Sorry for the duper late update.. the reason for not updating is because i'm either too lazy; weather too hot; not at home; no mood; facebookin.. hahas..

i shall start with my 21st bdae celeb.. it was the first time i celebrated my bdae wit so many ppl.. thns everyone for comin all the way to CCK.. i enjoyed myself.. hope you guys enjoyed urselves too!.. thns for the wishes and pressies.. Special thns to my darling for helpin me on tt day!~ Darling xie xie ni oh! =D

photos speaks better than words.. so here's the fotos:

2C: KimHock, LiHui, Ernest, WeiJie, Serene, MeiJun, LayHiang, LinLin~

United we Stand!~

4E1: LayHiang, MeiJun, ChongMing, LiYi, Serene~

TKD: WeiJie, BingRu, ShunXian, Lloyd, Skye~

Skye and GodMum

DBT/02: Aven, Tong, Sandra, Nicole, Wing, ChongMing(our special guest fr 03), Jun, Nicholas

Pharm: JunXiong, Jerilyn, WeiJiang, XinYi, QingCheng, SokYing, Eileen, Min, YoongWend, ShuLi, YongSheng, Samuel, ZhenYang, Dennis, XiaoShi

buddies: WeiJie, LiHui, KimHock, Min and Me

Gabriel and AhSheng!

Beloved Jie and her bf

Thns Darling!

still got some fotos not uploaded cos i still haven't gotten the original copies~ =)

Here's the preview of my pressies~

thns jun, chop, liyi, serene and layhiang for these lovely earring and bracelet..

thns jun!! i love it!

Thns MeiRu for such a darring pressie.. i was stunned~ hahas.. thns!

Thns godmum for e classy pen~

Thns skye for the melody box~..

Thns Lloyd!

Thns Pharmers!

Thns Mr Chen!~

Thns nya nya and gf!

Thns PeiZhen!~

Thns DBT02 for the manicure sessions!~

Thns nicholas~

Thns LinLin and Edwin!~

Thns Stacy for this unique and customised card!~ thns for the efforts! love it too!!

Thns AhSheng for this kawaii shirt~ =D

and also not forgetting, the wallet from Kor an his gf, jie for sponsoring my hair treatment, and the special pig, neckalace and earring from my darling~ =D

on the actual bdae, mr see and i went to watch movie -> ramen gal.. the movie was not bad.. at least i din fall aslp.. den we went around vivo to walk walk and chill, waiting for mr ong to come to vivo.. taught mr see some of my "zi pai" skills.. and he was a fast learner!~.. hehes.. went over to marche for dinner.. the rosti was really good~.. and thns darling for the treat.. cos i love potatoes!.. =D [Photos will be up later..]

after marche was mr ong's dinner at carl's jr.. den jiu went home le.. wasn't feelin well towards the end of the day.. so the first thing i did after i reached home was to take my body temperature.. and true enough, i was having a fever.. lucky its not high fever.. just 37.3 degree celsius.. hence, i drank lots of water and proceed to my dreamland le..

I had a wonderful and unforgetable 21st bdae~ thns EVERYONE!! =D

2009-04-16T18:44:00.002+08:00

Miss lim dun like mugging..
She doesn't wan to be a mugger..
but she have to..
she chose this course and have to face the truth..
she's really tired too..
someone help her?..
nope.. nobody can help except herself..
jiayou ba miss lim..
this is your choice..
exams are just round the corner..
she's been studyin.. but..
it's just not enough..
she's slow in processing..
she's easily tired..
she's easily confused..
she got not ehough time..
can she be granted more time?..
obviously.. the ans is NO..
so in conclusion..
Miss Lim is scared..
She wants all these to end fast yet come slow..
so.. 船到桥头自然直..
GAMBATE ppl~..
it will be SOON OVER~..

*miss lim will force herself to press on*

2009-03-07T19:35:00.002+08:00

it's me again!.. and the purpose of writing this blog is just to make my blog not dead.. dun wanna forever stuck at the "chinese new yr" entry.. ma jiam everyday is CNY lidat.. let's tok abt some sch work first.. according to the seniors, this sem would be the slackest amongst the 4 yrs of pharm course.. and true enough.. it's really rather slack.. but then i feel that i haven't been puttin in my best efforts in my studies.. i'm always tired.. dunno why also.. (might be due to spot the diff everyday..wahhahas..) but i have the feeling tt i'm gg to start working hard and find the drive for studyin.. i'm onli left with approx 3.5 yrs of sch life.. after tt i'll be out in the society to work.. which might perharps be much worse than sch life bahs.. so i must enjoy studyin for the next 3.5 yrs~.. miss lim promise to work very very hard for the rest of her 3.5 yrs.. =D

the modules this sem is kinda interesting (boring at times).. physio is interesting.. lecturer for neurophy is very good and super funny.. GIT lecture is cui.. and endocrine is okay.. and i did okay for my physio CA1..

pharm pract is kinda boring.. the lectures can be super dry at times.. but then.. the pract is kinda fun though it's very stressful.. always will have this feeling of fear that i did something wrongly.. hahas..

lsm lectures are interesting.. cos my "good fren" seow teck keong is good and the animation he show us is interesting too.. but too bad.. we will onli be seeing him for tuts now.. =)

lectures for colour and visions are irritating!!.. i'm gettin more and more confused by the lect.. at first tot the lecturer is not bad.. quite interesting.. but then.. after a few more lects, he's gettin more and more long-winded!!.. and i'm like drifting away more and more often during his lects.. sians!!.. and i din do really well for the CA1.. hope midterm would turn out fine~.. sians..

nat heri lects are okay.. but is really dependent on the lecturer.. some can be very dry, though the content can be interesting.. so irony.. hahas.. but i like the intertidal de lecture.. it's fun~.. the 1st CA for nat heri was on last thurs.. studyin for this CA is can really be rather sians and lost.. the txtbook is really like a storybook.. doesn't really provide u with any direct ans for the qns.. but it have to be open book!.. there's so many diff spp found in s'pore's envt~.. it's so interesting~..

so tt's abt all for tis sem modules.. the exams will be coming real soon~.. and before tt.. there'll be so many assignments and tests waiting for us.. SIANS!!.. i'm seriously lookin forward to the 3 mths hols!!.. must really relac and chill for tt 3 mths.. =) tt's all ppl.. buais~..

2009-01-27T00:45:00.002+08:00

新年快乐~! HAPPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~!!

time passes so fast.. it's new yr again.. this yr my sis is back in s'pore to join us for the bai nian sessions.. wit her around.. i wun feel so bored.. i tend to stick to her during the visiting.. cos i'm really an anti-social.. hahas.. (not true for mummy's side).. like last yr.. jessica came over to our relative hse to bai nian.. so i guess the family tree is really expanding.. most of us are already grown up.. and have reach the 谈婚论嫁 de age.. ping ping is gettin married on the 17th may, and jing ting is gettin married on the 19th sept.. GRATZ~ hope i din rem the dates wrongly.. yeahs~ so 2 pcs of good news for tis yr.. which means to say.. i'll be getting 2 more ang baos in yrs to come.. yeahs!~ dunno who will be the nxt.. perhaps is my bro? which is like abt 3 yrs later..

and as usual.. stayed longer at mum's side.. this yr din manage to eat the shark's fins.. cos a bit full after coming fr dad's side.. so i gave it a miss.. and we sang karaoke too.. ah sheng keep kena shoot and bully us.. and according to him.. if he's not being shoot every yr, it will not be so interesting le.. hahas.. so we shld cont to bully him every year.. wahahas..

this yr bai nian was a happy one.. it's just good to see the relatives once every year.. there'll be so much fun and laughters.. hahas.. and most imptly is i'm able to see someone every yr.. contented.. hahas.. =D dunno how long will this contentment last..

i tink tt's all le bahs.. buais ppl..

*miss lim is contented*

2009-01-25T12:13:00.003+08:00

miss lim passed her driving test on the 23rd jan 2009!!~ happy~.. best pressie for the coming 牛year!..

the past few wks or mths have been very happenin and happy for me.. but then.. i'm just too lazy to blo out everything tt happened.. so i'm onli using words to sum up the events.. PEIQI IS A HAPPY "XSIANXGALX".. =D

Happy new yr to all~
GONG XI FA CAI~

2009-01-06T01:36:00.002+08:00

i knoe i haven't been bloggin recently.. cos i'm really kinda sians and tired.. dunno wat to blog abt also.. life have been really packed with many events.. and there's just so many shows for me to watch and so many things for me to complete..

i managed to finish watching:
1) huan zhu ge ge part 1 and 2
2) bu liang xiao hua
3) fa zheng xian feng
4) little nonya
5) many zhou xing chi's shows
6) half way through xin hua duo duo kai part 2

i managed to finish the crochet bag for my sis.. and i tink it's rather nice.. shall try doing other bags.. and i'm half way through the mouse proj.. i tink i seriously take yrs to complete certain things.. but still.. i will EVENTUALLY finish de.. =)

so much for the things i've watched and done..

now shall go on to all the outings:

1) topone ktv session
2) poly mini gathering to chinatown
3) eileen's belated bdae celeb @ jurong point
4) chilling out session @ cheng shang's place
5) cycling @ ECP --> i learnt free hand riding~ (HAPPYS)
6) ongoing tuition

aiyo.. i getting old le.. couldn't really recall what i attended le..

just a few days more to sch reopen.. the feeling is sians.. wed will be bidding round 2A.. first time bidding for electives.. damn scared.. and i tink nxt sem de time table is a bit cui3.. dun really hav time to slack i guess.. and i hope evt will go smoothly.. starting fr the bidding of the elect i wan.. *cross fingers*

and becos of the time table.. i hav decided to hand over one of my tuition kid to my sis.. hope she will understand why i'm doin this.. hao le la.. dunno wat to write le.. so i shall stop here.. buais ppl..

*qi enjoyed the cycling @ ECP today*
*qi wanna buck up for nxt sem*

2008-12-03T14:30:00.003+08:00

okays.. i tink it's time i update my blog..

just finished my first exam in nus.. and wat i can say is that i'm truly and badly traumatised.. stupid papers lor.. especially the ppda.. i dunno wat the heck am i doin.. and hav no idea wat some of the qns are askin.. must be the fault of adrenaline.. make me so nervous till i forgot wat i've studied.. damn.. now i can onli enjoy the rest of the 20 days.. and pray hard.. hope it wun be tt bad.. hais..

okays.. enough of exams.. i'm sick and tired of it..

mon nite was the official start of my 1 month hols!!.. happy!!.. we went to timber @ old sch to chill.. the food there was nice.. but the strawberry magaritas wasn't as fantastic as harry's.. that place is definitely a good place for chillin out.. the ambience and evt is very nice.. i like.. very relaxing.. and the joke of the nite was from sok ying..

sok ying: "wat is old sch huh?.. is it a sch for old ppl??.."
shuli (in toilet): "hahahhahahas...."

i tink i din make it sound funny.. but it was really funny if u were there..

next.. ytd, the 1st day of hols.. met up wit tong to do facial.. i like the massage and mask and evt.. i tink its really very relaxing.. but dunno why sometimes i felt tt i hav breathing difficulty.. and my hands were numb.. hahas.. after the facial was oreo cheesecake bakin session wit tong @ my place.. we baked oreo cheesecake while watchin "small nonya".. it was the first attempt in bakin oreo cheesecake.. the end prod turn out not bad la.. hahas.. there'sroom for improvement for the outlook and taste.. =) it was fun to bake and to have tong @ home for the afternoon.. she's still as funny and a bit clumsy as ever.. hahas.. =p

after she went for dinner wit her dad.. i continued to watch mobtv select on miotv.. there's so many shows waiting for me now.. but i dunno which one to start from.. and it is boring to watch dvd alone @ home.. but i guess i'll be doin tt for the rest of my 1 mth hols.. cos i dunno wan go where and do wat also.. so jiu stay home and slack.. so my hols will be a colourful yet boring one.. so.. pls date me out!!.. hahas.. =p

okays.. so i watched tv for the whole mornin today again.. den came online to watch the interviews fr littlenonya webbie.. and i'm meeting my stacy darling @ chinatown later to finish up the bag tt i've been tryin to make for my sis.. hope i can finish by today and see the end prod.. guess tt will be rather fulfilling..

tt's all for now.. hope i will hav the mood to update my blog regularly.. =D buais ppl..

*miss lim is rather sian now*

2008-10-31T00:27:00.002+08:00

current location: NTU Hall2..

its the 2nd time i'm here in NTU to stay over in tong's room.. the first time i came here to do my eng essay.. and tis time round i'm her to relac a bit.. my study mode was turned off.. so i played solitaire, tok rubbish wit tong, and chat wit other frens online.. hahas.. dinner was at ntu too.. den very coincidentally, i met my kor and her gf after i came out fr the toilet.. i bet they must be quite shock to see me here in ntu.. i like NTU's environment.. very cooling.. very conducive for studyin.. but tong always complain tt she's gg mad cos she's always stayin in hall.. i tink cos she always study study and study.. and tt's so her!!.. lols..

kk.. anat ca 2 is over.. and i tink it's okay la.. not as tough as i thought it would be.. ppda pract test, physical pharm's CA results are out.. and i dun think they are up to expectations.. but i tink i really hav to take things easy le.. cos i'm seriously not as clever as the jc students and also those scholars.. tt explains why i'm fr poly.. =D and i dun regret it..

i dunno why i find uni life very boring and dead.. i guess its becos i dun really open up to uni frens and join uni activities.. but nvm la.. small group of frens is my preferred choice.. hi-bye frens is not really my cup of tea.. i dun like the feelin of just sayin hi and bye.. its kinda weird.. i tink i shall not complain too much le.. ACCORDING TO TONG, PEIQI MUST STOP BEING SO NEGATIVE.. AND PEIQI MUST BE MORE POSITIVE.. hence, i shall chase all negative thoughts out of my mind and welcome happy thoughts.. for example, tong is pretty!!.. and she admit it herself.. hehes.. =p

okies..so i'm off to explore the midnite life in ntu.. buais ppl.. =D

2008-10-24T23:36:00.003+08:00

after knowing tong for abt nearly 4 yrs.. ytd nite was the first time we chatted through the fone.. and i realise she rems a lot of the stuffs tt happened during our 3 yrs poly life.. omg.. she can actually rem how many times i got upset.. and it was through this chat.. i realise tt she understands me very well.. i tot i hide the ugly side of me very well le.. but she's still able to analyse it.. omg!!.. i'm glad i gained another true fren from poly..

and so.. today i suddenly tot of gettin another piercing at the small soft bone of the ear.. so i asked tong along.. she pierced another 2 holes at one shot on the same ear!!.. she says she likes the pain la!!..omg.. hahas.. so funny.. den at the bus interchange, we saw a promotion for eyebrow trimming.. so we went ahead.. after which.. the person psychoed us in signing up a package for facial.. and both of us signed up.. cos i tink it's rather cheap and worth the money... so... today is a random day where i got a big hole in my pocket... lols.. but i enjoyed spending the money lidat!.. and the best thing is both me and tong is very chop chop in making decision today.. lols.. shiok~.. thns tong tong for the company today.. =D

i sat on the bus today... and...
tears roll down automatically...
-THE END-

2008-10-23T23:10:00.002+08:00

after around 4 yrs... i finally got myself a new phone.. hahas.. though it's not the latest model.. but i think it looks kinda nice.. and the most impt thing is tt it comes FOC after signing a 2 yrs contract... hahas.. happy happy!!..

nxt thing to be happy abt.. isa is done with chem P2 and a maths P1 le.. and she told me both papers were kinda okay for her.. and she was rather confident for her amaths paper!!.. hehes.. i can feel this sense of man zu gan.. cos afterall i'm her tutor for abt 9 mths le.. =D Isa must jiayou for the rest of the papers k?.. i hav total confidence in you.. =)

yup.. the above hav made my life slightly happier recently!!. YEAHS!!.. i knoe evt will come to an end very soon!!.. and i'm gg to kbox tis sun.. another happy event to look forward to.. these are the things tt is worth my attention.. i dun tink i will bother abt other stuffs.. cos it's none of my business.. and i shld not be bothered by it.. =)

*miss lim must be a happy gal..*
*林小姐一定要是个开心的林小姐...*

2008-10-19T17:33:00.002+08:00

okays.. i knoe i shoudn't be here right now.. cos i think i still hav a lot of work to do.. but just felt like blogging.. hahas.. Gwen's exam have finished.. hope she can get good grades for all her subjects.. this means that i can take a break fr gwen's tuition.. left wit isa who lives so near me.. no need to travel her and there le.. hehes.. Isa's having O levels starting from TOMORROW!! hahas.. all da best!!.. and i tink i'm gg to her place for almost every nite.. hope i can still cope with sch work.. cos i've got an essay to hand up, PPDA assignment, as well as anat CA at the end of oct.. hmmm.. sians.. i need to prioritise.. but then.. i feel that everything is impt lehs.. hahas.. tis makes my life all messed up and not organise.. so irritated by myself.. haiyo.. but i simply have tt kind of dun care attitude.. =p

okays.. so i'm gonna work hard for myself and isa from now till the end of oct.. =D
miss lim can do it de.. =D
JIAYOU!!

2008-09-27T01:37:00.004+08:00

ytd was very shiok.. cos i FINALLY mug till 4am!!.. stunned.. must be due to the kopi i drank.. den tis mornin woke up at 8:50 to meet min for gym @ serangoon CC.. i tink it's a bit ex.. 5 bucks per entry.. but i tink the facilities is okay.. not bad.. very little ppl.. den more si ren kong jian.. but i tink i might prefer hougang sports complex de.. cos budget mahs.. 2.50 bucks onli.. then got more trackmil.. so we worked out till abt 11 plus.. went to bathe.. left at around 12noon.. headed towards CWP.. cos dennis say he saw the ring i was lookin for!!.. HAPPY!!.. so we went to CWP de mini bits specially for the ring.. thns dennis for findin it for me!.. and thns min for acc me there.. LOVES.. (swine!.. dun jealous hor!! hahas.. )

after buyin the ring.. went to ajisen for lunch.. got craving for spicy noodle.. hahas.. den after tt we went over to the civics plaza de lib to mug.. it's so damn a lot of ppl lor.. so me and min ended up sittin on the floor to study.. i onli managed to read through the musculoskeletal system.. sians.. i'm so damn slow in muggin la!!.. bth.. so anyways.. we stayed till abt 5pm.. min bought some medication for jie's throat.. (*so sweet*).. den went to take 161.. afterwhich she change to bus 88 to go pasir ris to meet jie and family.. and i went home..

checked ppda result when i got home.. den kim hock came to my hse with his HOME-COOK food!!.. it was super nice la!!.. can fight with my mummy's cookin le.. it's so rare that a guy of the same age can cook so well.. (kim hock dun shy hor.. hahas..) den after dinner.. kim say he wan to go out.. so we thought for very long.. and we settled on headin to serangoon gardens de fruit platters!!.. i guarantee u it's super worth the money.. and it's nice!!.. good recommendation by kim!!.. he say he did hmk before de.. hahas.. den suddenly wan eat satay.. so ordered 10 sticks.. 5 each.. damn full la!!.. sinful.. hahas..

finish eatin le.. actually wan go play pool de.. but jie called to say he can use the car.. so we went over his place to meet min and him.. stayed at his hse for quite long.. kim la!!.. so uncle.. hahas.. chatting with jie's parents.. wahahhas.. opps.. so we went over to geylang for you tiao da wang!!.. on the way jie anyhow drive la!!.. dunno how he get his license de.. hahas.. den keep hornin ppl.. later he kena banned fr gg to geylang then he knoe.. talked a bit abt sec sch stuffs.. memories are still there.. cos good and fun memories are meant for keeps.. hehes.. after supper jiu went home le.. and me and min insisted them to go by the KPE way.. hahas.. cos just open mahs.. must go and see see look look.. den in the end.. nth special abt it also.. hahas..

ate alot today!!.. sians.. must cut down on food intake again le.. and must eat SLOWLY.. hahas.. and must go joggin more often!!.. so.. i'm gg joggin wit kim on sun!.. me super tired.. but i'm still gg to play neopets NOW!!.. hahas..

min!!.. good luck for ur FTT tml!!.. jiayou!!..

miss lim is happy!!.. cos she got the same "old" ring back!!.. LOVES!!.. muahs!! i swear i'll nv lose it again..

2008-09-22T16:03:00.003+08:00

wat is yours is yours..
是你的就是你的...
wat is not yours is not yours..
不是你的就不是你的...

jiayou bahs miss lim.. =)
加油吧, 林小姐.. =)

its time to wake up and face the reality once again..
its also time to wake up and start workin hard for a bright future..

GAMBATE!!.. =D
**self-believing... 相信自己...**

side track:

i miss my ring..

2008-09-21T00:52:00.006+08:00

okays.. the quadfac bash @ zouk ytd was madness..

it was the first time i got so DEAD DRUNK..

OMG.. i seriously dunno wat i'm doin..

the onli thing i knoe is i will mumble non-stop..

and the bad thing is i lost my precious ring AGAIN.. sian-ness..

hais.. but anyways.. it was quite an interesting getting drunk experience..

i guess i was too stress le.. so din really control much.. lols...

sok ying got a bit drunk too!!.. i heard fr others tt she was like anyhow grabbin ppl and hittin them.. hahas.. damn funny.. too bad i din get to see it.. cos i was drunk too!!..

really wanna thns min, jiang, val, weitin, huiyang, weaboon, xiao jie and her fren who took care of me when i was really DEAD in zouk.. hahas.. sorry for the trouble caused.. hees.. i wun do it a 2nd time le.. the feelin was terrible.. but quite funny.. the fact tt i knoe wat's gg on around me.. just tt i dun feel like and hav no energy to give a response.. hahas..

minmin says my response when they ask me something was kinda funny.. lols.. i also dunno why.. but after minmin told me wat i did.. i tink it is really super hilarious.. i dunno wat to say le.. except tt min min is very KAWAII!!.. hehes.. here's some of the fotos..

me + pretty minmin

me + min again..

ping siew + me

xinyi + me

grp foto 1..

lord jiang + me

jun xiong + me

me + dennis

drunk and thirsty sok ying!!

the rest of grp fotos:

2008-09-15T21:12:00.003+08:00

coco.. you will be in mummy's heart 4eva!!.. thns for the accompany for the past 5 mths.. you were really cute and great!!.. mummy will miss you lots.. goodbye.. =(

2008-09-08T21:36:00.002+08:00

YEAH!!.. PPDA CA1 is finally over.. i can finally take a short break and stop studyin for a while.. it's been somtime tt i felt so damn stress over a test le.. hahas.. i can relac and be a happy miss lim again.. hehes.. =D no more emo-in from me for the moment.. hahas..

it's been like one month in NUS le.. things are not as enjoyable as one think.. life is stressful.. ppl come and go.. dunno who will really stay in our life and who will just be a transient phase.. one thing for sure is tt true frens are hard to find.. and it's really one thing tt i need to go and figure out.. hmmm.. interesting.. so yeah.. i do hope my polymates are for keeps for life.. and also not forgettin secondary sch de.. =D

life is just too complicated.. i just can't go with the wind.. =p
*~*impossible*~*

2008-08-30T20:54:00.004+08:00

okays.. i tink i'm gettin lazier when it comes to studyin now.. i guess is engine old le.. dun feel like chionging for anything.. so i watched tv and slept throughout today.. hahas.. and i'm suppose to be studyin ppda now de.. but.. i haven't find my article for the stuid topic on immortality.. damn.. watse my time.. idiotic..

but anyways.. ytd nite @ MOS was kinda fun due to the ppl i went with.. REALLY MISS THEM LOTS (once again).. hahas.. very relax though i'm super tired (i woke up at 7am ytd morn).. the ppl who went include me, tong, sandra, mic, jac, and kim wei (jac's sec and jc fren).. as usual.. i dun really knoe how to dance.. so i din "move" much.. the rest of the ppl did.. tong an mic were like in their own world.. SO SWEET!!.. hahas.. sandra got this auto "high-ness" hormones flowin in her blood stream.. jac is still as pretty as ever.. (she's applyin for nus in feb.. jiayou!!.. shall see u in nus soon!!..) and the new fren kim wei is a funny guy too.. i won him in cai quan after he commented on jac's cai quan skills.. hehes.. oh ya.. and i tink sandra makes a very good matchmaker.. perhaps she can consider setting up an agency for tt.. hahas.. =p and lastly, we took fotos in MOS too!!.. phtotos below were taken from jac's blog..

LOVES~

2008-08-29T00:10:00.005+08:00

i'm glad tt i'm still remembered when my frens are in trouble..
i'm glad tt my frens stood by me no matter how busy my life is..
i'm glad tt i've made frens whom are worth my time..
i'm glad tt i've entered bowen, worked in mc'donalds and studied in SP..
but..
i'm not at all glad tt i'm born to this world..
i'm not at all glad tt i'm in pharmacy..
i'm not at all glad tt i'm takin 2 tuitions..
i'm not at all glad tt i'm separated fr MPH..
hais..
in conclusions..
i'm better off dead??..

**an overstretched rubber band will eventually break apart**

zouking out tml.. i'm so gonna drink till i drop tml..

2008-08-24T20:17:00.002+08:00

first of all.. good luck to isa for her prelims!!.. hope she can really do well.. hmmm.. i hav faith in her.. jiayou!!..

after returnin home from tuition.. i seriously dun hav any mood to study.. and so.. i switched on the TV.. watched olympics.. and then.. ... ... zzz zzz zzz... ... ... I FELL ASLP ON THE SOFA!! omg!!.. hahas.. the weather is just too nice le.. nxt i went on to printin my notes.. and it took me super long cos my printer is just too slow le.. waitin for the new laser printer to be brought back fr kor's hall..

walked into my room.. realised tt my table is super duper messy!!.. omg.. so i decided to clear up all the things.. i hid those stuffs tt i felt is redundant.. and kept them all away from my desk!!.. so now my desk looks neater.. more shun yan le.. hope i will be able to concentrate more now.. hehes..

i guess i need to go and start muggin before i am really super duper behind time..
PEIQI GAMBATE!!~~ PRESS ON!!.. =D
buais ppl..

2008-08-19T23:45:00.003+08:00

as usual..
i'm tired..
i'm stress..
i'm unhappy..
i'm missing MPH..
i'm missing polymates..
i miss havin lectures with a smaller grp of ppl..
i miss havin lectures with DBT class 02..
i miss havin lectures in SP's LTs..
i miss havin lecturers tokin slowly and explainin evey details..
i miss havin stress-free discussion..
i miss havin fun during break time..
i miss havin lunch @ FCs 1, 2, 3, 4, 5..
i miss the FYP days.. (though it can really be real tough)
i miss tong's daoness
i miss jun's blurness
i miss sandra's openess
i miss wing's incredible time management
i miss huiru's calmness
i miss jac's warmness
i miss sharm's complaints
i miss mic's lame jokes
i miss steven's lame ideas
i miss aven's pang-sehness
i miss nicholas's spastic face
i miss prof see's cold jokes
i miss alpha's "auditioning"
i miss kiong and linda's sweetness
i miss nicole's hotness
i miss alvin's philosophy
i miss aloysius hang overs?? (lols)

in short, i'm poly sick once again..
anyways.. i started my first drivin pract today..
it was fun!!.. but i guess i was a bit nervous.. i need to stay calm nxt time..
drive car onli mahs.. lols.. buais ppl..

2008-08-16T00:52:00.002+08:00

omg!!.. singapore's first olympic medal after 48 yrs!!!!...

the match this afternoon is really damn exciting.. i can really feel the tension btwn singpore and korean team.. the forehand, back hand and spinning of the ball can say is really good.. but then ah.. the more i see the koreans spin the ball.. the angrier i get.. so irritatin la.. no wonder li jia wei gt the irritated look on her face.. i tink she's a good player.. just tt the Kim Kyung-ah de spin ball is really unpredicted.. nevertherless.. li jia wei played well in the doubles!!.. and Feng Tian Wei played really well too.. i like her long dist shot.. it is always full of accuracy and power.. omg!!. damn proud of them.. though they came from china.. but.. they are now singaporean and ARE representin SINGAPORE!!... whoo!!~~ table tennis is always the most interesting sport tt i will want to watch in olympics.. can't wait for the finals on sunday.. though hopes for winning aren't high.. but.. it's always good to have hopes.. hehes.. JIAYOU SINGAPORE!!..

okays.. tt's all for olympics.. actually have tuition de.. bt my gal gt oral.. so can't make it.. so i went out at around 7 plus to meet tong they all for sandra's bdae celeb!!.. so happy can!!.. cos i finally got to see them after dunno how long lor.. so the ppl who turn up include sandra, tong, mic, nicole, jun, and me!!.. we went to marina sq de hotpot culture.. i tink the food is not bad.. the herbal soup is super nice!!.. and the fondue is not bad..

after dinner, we went over to esplanade to hav some drinks and did some catchin ups.. and also not forgettin crapping with one another.. hehes.. if we dun crap.. it will not be us le.. wahahhas.. as time is gettin late.. we went off at around 11 plus.. they went to take train.. i took bus home instead cos i got bus concession mahs.. so better take bus.. but it took me quite some time to locate the bus stop.. i was perspiring when i finally found the bus stop.. k la.. i guess tt's abt it le.. finally felt relax after the stressful uni life.. HAPPY!!.. LOVE YOU GUYS!! U ALL ROCKS!!.. =D buais ppl..

2008-08-12T18:54:00.015+08:00

okays.. 2 days of sch is over.. and i can seriously feel the stress comin in.. i have totally forgotten wat is taught abt IUPAC naming.. omg can.. and it's onli the startin.. the lecturers in uni goes real fast.. hope that tutorials can allow me to hav time to ask the qns in my mind.. cos i dun really dare to ask qns in lecture now as there are too many ppl in the LT le.. and i tink i need to self study le.. if can form study grps it will be better.. sians...

kinda miss jun and tong where i really felt comfortable with.. we also hav similar tinkin in many aspects.. hahas.. we sat in the first few rows of the LT.. disappear after lecture/ tutorial is over.. we walk super fast.. we hate wasting time.. we like to chop chop.. and also not forgettin.. crapping and playing around wit one another.. omg.. i guess all of the above is wat i got to slowly find in uni bahs.. hais..

poly life is seriously better and more fun than uni..
I'm missing DBT class 02..

**i dunno wat's on ya mind..
**i dunno wat's on my mind..
**i TINK i'm attracted to you..
**i FELT comfortable wit you..
**i FELT uneasy when ya pplay wit other ppl..
**i FELT angry when i dun hav ur attention..
**this feeling SUCKS!!..
**i dun wan another MISTAKE to be committed..
**DAMN**

2008-08-09T21:40:00.002+08:00

WOAH!!.. i wan to proudly announce that Pharmacy rag have won the BEST PERFORMANCE and also the MOST CREATIVE AWARDS!!!!!!...

after abt 3 months of hard work by the seniors, and 1 month of hard work by us, the freshies.. pharmacy rag have finally gotten 2 very prestigeous award!!.. our efforts have paid off!!.. damn super happy and high after the award presentation.. all of us cheered and shouted like nobody's business.. and after the whole thing, we were all busy camwhoring with the float.. i seriously think that out tank and alien, build and designed by out floaters, is god damn nice.. all thns to the floaters!!.. thanks lots!!.. and luckily, we, the dancers have brought justice to the float.. we not onli did full out.. the energy level i felt during the performance from everyone was like 110%..

i will never forget this raggin experience.. it is indeed an experience that one will never forget.. we've been through all the good and bad times tgt.. been scolded tgt.. did stupid things tgt.. grew up from a noob dancer.. and etc etc.. too many things to mentioned.. from strangers at the start to darlings in the end.. =p how can someone forget such a unforgettable bonding event?.. hmmm... now tt evt have come to an end.. i wonder wat will happen after sch reopen.. hope this bond btwn us will always be there.. though i knoe it might be hard but i believe it will happen..

after rag, yanling, siti, eileen and i went to SRC to bathe.. followed by dinner, moving the float back to the tentage and lastly the dismantling of float.. hmmm.. was kinda tired.. dun feel like tokin.. tt's y i din joined the rest of the dancers to vivo for val's bdae celebration.. hope they wun see me as daoster.. i concussed on the bus.. and also fell aslp the moment i reach home.. slept all the way to this mornin 11 plus.. went back to slp at 2.. den all the way to 6.. wahahhas.. sound so pig sia.. but i am seriously very tired.. plus ytd the sun burnt i got fr ytd's scorching sun..

lecture will start on the comin mon.. so sian lor.. i haven played enuff yet.. and sch is starting again le.. omg!!.. scary!!.. hehes..

tt's all ppl.. buais..

2008-08-03T01:31:00.002+08:00

onli can use one word to describe how i'm feelin now..
and tt word is none other than... ... ...

SHAG!!..

nxt wk will be even more

SHAG!!..

hope evt will end soon!!..

P.S: Derrick's album is finally out after 3 yrs!! waoh!!.. can't wait to get hold of his album-->>無法歸類.. =D

2008-07-28T00:24:00.002+08:00

yups!.. today was a special day!!..

First of all... HAPPY 21st BDAE to LAWRENCE TAY JUN SHENG.. i got him a customised bear from the build a bear workshop.. i think it's very cute and it resembles him so much.. and so i named the bear "ah sheng".. and they will share the same bdae.. hehes.. i went down to taka to give him a surprise.. but he said he kinda predicted tt i wil appear.. but still.. i tink it's still considered a suprise to him, in addition to the bdae wishes i wrote on the BIG CARD.. hehes.. from his blog entry, i bet he must have had an unforgettable 21st bdae..

after i went to taka, i went over to join lord jiang, eileen and yong wend.. jiang need to run some errand in town.. so he jio-ed us down ytd nite.. they went to play pool.. den i joined them towards the end of pool.. after tt went for dinner at PS.. i ate the indon food.. and i swear it's really nice.. the chicken is well grilled.. and the sauce is superb.. the rice fragrance.. and the soft egg.. wahahhas.. den after tat i have the craving for ice-kachang.. so i went on to eat ice kachang.. it taste nice too.. maybe is becos i haven't had any ice-kachang for dunno how long le.. hahas..

yups.. after dinner we headed home.. and i suddenly have this crazy idea of walkin home fom serangoon station.. so lord jiang accompanied me.. hehes.. and we took like half an hr to walk fr serangoon station to my hse.. after such a filling dinner.. walkin helps in the digestion of food.. hehes..

yups.. so tt's all ppl.. off to slp le.. nites!..

*Happy birthday ah sheng*
*nice outing with eileen, jiang and yong wend*

2008-07-23T11:46:00.002+08:00

okays.. been quite lazy and tired to blog.. rag dance is making me exhuasted.. everytime reached home after dance will have the feelin of slacking.. hahas.. but still.. i enjoyed every rag dance sessions.. with all the crap and fun.. hahahs..

ytd finally had a combined session with the the other grp.. and the idea of the whole performance is now quite clear le.. hope that we can all do our best and be the best on the rag day!!.. =) looking forward to this sat de 1st dry run..

i have seen part of the float le.. i think it's kind of amazing.. it's really big.. and nice.. the "floaters" have really put in a lot of efforts.. so the more we have to put up a super fantastic performance for them!!.. =)

jiayou ppl!!.. we can do it tgt as a pharmily.. =D

2008-07-16T23:41:00.003+08:00

sians.. i am emo-ing again.. damn..
i sucks as a tuition teacher..
i still have no idea how to help my dear gals to improve..
sometimes i seriously feel like giving up.. omg..
it's either i can't answer their qns on the spot..
or i can't make them pay attention during my lesson..
i guess i'm just not suitable to be a tuition teacher..
i shall observe for a few months more hao le..

i sucks as a daughter..
i dunno wat my mum wans me to do..
i can't even help her do household chores..
if i say i am seriously super busy..
she will see it as an excuse even if it's true..
well.. i hav no comments on this..

i sucks as a person..
becos my room is in a real mess..
and i dun even wan to tidy them up..
and i always do last min stuffs..
my qet is on fri..
and i haven done any preparation for it..
my FTT is on the 30th july..
and i haven really started on the book yet..

omg.. in conclusions..
i am just a failure in life..
WATEVER~
DAMN

2008-07-05T09:23:00.006+08:00

0407 marks the end of the 5D4N pharmacy FOC.. met new ppl, made new frens and enjoyed myself through out the camp.. many funny incidences occurred.. my og name is BISHAMONTEN!.. and we have a total of 12 warriors --> alana, li jie, sock ying, xiao shi, shi lei, elizabeth, eileen, wei jiang, jun xiong, yong wend, chun yim and me.. (sorry if there's any spelling error in the names) and our ogl are javin and yao yao..

DAY1 (mon)
gathered in NUS LT27 there for ice breakings to the camp.. then we went around the food center by public transport to play "shi zi lu kou".. the first station was located at amk.. the station master wan us to do something to attract the attention of 10 passer-by.. then we went on to goldenmile food centre, did something like pumping with onli the palms on the ground.. after that was all the way down to adam road.. the bus journey was super duper long.. i guess it was abt 1 hr plus.. den we counted 1-50 with our eyes blindfolded.. after that went over to seahim(harbourfront) food centre.. did something like arranging ourselves according to height while being blindfolded.. and then we went over to our last station at chinatown.. formed a triangle with a string while blindfolded again.. hahas.. den after that we went to have our dinner.. afterwhich we make our way back to our chalet..

after we reached the place, bisha was assigned chalet C.. tgt with morrigan.. after we settled down, i tink we went for SP interaction followed by breakin up into our CGs.. and tt marks the end of day 1 activities.. by the time we manage to bathe finish, it's already like 3am in the morning.. cos there's onli like one bathroon for the 16 gals to bathe.. super tired!..

Day2 (tues)
this day is whole day at the beach!.. so it's all beach games.. i tink the 6 stations were fun and creative.. nv really played the games before in my SP de FOC.. so yea.. bisha alliance wit morrigan at first.. so we decided to play draw all the way.. then after tt we decided to challenge other ogs.. so in the last 3 stations, we were against minerva.. won 2 out of 3.. not bad not bad..

2nd part of the day was captain food, softball and hockey?.. all was fun too.. but then.. i guess i'm just a sports inactive person.. i'm super lousy in catching the food.. tt's y i din wan to play the captain food.. the hockey was okay.. eileen knocked against a gal fr dunno which og de.. den in the end tt gal really got an "orh ba ka" on above her eyes.. damn cool can.. hhahas.. looks like eyeshadow.. opps.. i'm so bad.. hees.. but it was just a comment la.. den choon xiong kena hit by his SP right in his lips.. so irony.. then nxt is the softball.. i din manage to hit the ball.. it was kinda expected.. i seriously can't aim.. hahas.. yups.. so tt's abt it for the beach games..

Day3 (wed)
we played catch me if you can in the mornin.. the game was interesting.. hahas.. but i dun feel like describing how it is played.. i onli knoe i stayed in the chalet most of the time.. and i'm super clean after the game.. hehes.. sock ying and xiao shi also very clean.. cos we are "expensive" ppl.. hehes.. we got lots of gua zi on us.. so we can't afford to be caught..

after tt we went over to changi beaach to sort of "work" to earn gouts to buy stuff to prepare for the war on thurs.. and yups.. the station for us to work or rather play is fun too!.. hahas..

the nite event was treasure hunt aka fright nite.. heard many many funny things happen from javin.. hahas.. and i swear all the diff kind of reactions fr diff ppl was really classic and unique in its own ways.. eg, jiang got hit by the spider while helpin me with my steps.. hahas.. yong wend's --> "eh i can't find ur marble lehs.. sorry you can't play with your marble".. jun xiong's "eh.. not bad nt bad.. hen yong xin.." hahahs.. so funny lor..i knoe by reading is just not enuff to get the joke.. must hear it personally then u can feel the degree of funni-ness in it.. hahahhas..

Day4 (thurs)
okay.. so it was the day for the war amongst the 6 OGs.. i can say it was really very messy.. i flare up quite a bit when other OG de thief come tryin to steal our water bombs.. so i scolded them.. and i guess some of my og ppl was rather stunned.. hahahs.. yes!.. i'm fierce when i'm bu shuang.. but still.. come to tink of it now, it was somehow quite fun.. hahas..

after tt was a game called chaos.. and as the name implies.. it is really chaotic.. and it ended with a very heartwarmin "bukit panjang and pasir panjang", with all the 6 OGs and seniors.. den after tt our grp went down to the sea to play play a bit.. splashing water.. super fun.. hahas..

then later at nite was the campfire nite.. and out CG wasn't really prepared for it.. but it's okay la.. we still did a very good job.. =)..

so tt's roughly the end of the camp.. i din wan to elaborate on many things cos i'm lazy!!.. and i dunno how to really describe the details too.. so yups!.. i guess my previous worries abt communication prob was all rubbish la.. cos i survived the 5 D4N camps w/o much comunication prob.. hehes.. so i guess i will be fine wit all the fun ppl around me in NUS pharmacy.. =D

BISHA rocks!~..

will be updatin on rag dance soon!..

2008-06-28T01:33:00.002+08:00

okays.. i'm finally sitting in front of my lappie bloggin.. been kinda lazy to update for the past few wks.. so here's a very brief events of the past few wks..

my piggies are sick again.. but they are now recovering.. i tink i must be a lousy owner.. if not they wun be fallin sick again and again.. hais.. luckily they are recovering now le.. =) thns namly clinic de Dr ling.. she's really a very caring vet.. thou the clinic is at bukit timah area.. but i tink i dun mind travelling for the sake of my piggies health.. thunbs up to Dr ling.. =D

next, i just came back from taipei (19th - 23rd June).. the trip was considered fun.. many funny events occurred.. and wit all the PSP tennis session.. all the crapping, shoppin, eatin, sightseeing, etc etc.. i really enjoyed the 5D4N in taipei.. shall find some other time to blog abt the details of this trip with some of the pics.. cos it might be a really long post.. and i'm afraid my eyes wouldn't allow me to do so now.. hahas..

and yups.. i've been stayin at home to watch my taiwan drama.. i've recently finished gong zhu xiao mei and er zuo ju 2 wen.. both are nice drama.. as always, i'm a taiwan drama fanatic.. i wonder wat shld i watch nxt.. hahas.. so basically, i can stay in my room for the whole day to watch the drama on youtube.. and that explains why i'm so lazy to blog and the accumulation of fats in my body.. wahahahs..

anyways, i'm going for my FOC this coming mon.. and this will once again, make me stop blogging for another 5 days. it's the first time i am gg to a camp tt will be held in aloha changi chalet and for 5D4N.. which i tink it's super long.. hope the camp will be fun.. min will bo gg to the camp as well.. both of us felt that we might hab some communication problem with the JC students.. so god bless us!.. hahas..

just came back from K-boxing session wit win.. it was a very random singing session.. and i guess it's one of the most "bo hua" ones i have paid for.. cos it's a fri nite.. and it cost me approx 30 bucks for onli 3.5 hrs to sing.. and also some attitude prob wit the staffs there.. sickening lor.. told them last song le.. den keep opening our door to remind us.. stupid de lor.. one person remind can le mahs.. why must 3 person come one after another in less than 3 mins.. work there so long le dun even knoe that a song is mostly more than 3 mins de mehs.. lidat can go and die le la.. make me and win so fed up.. win even banged the door shut very loudly when the 3rd staff (a booch like person) purposely left the door open.. the bang was a super loud one.. i was stunned for a moment.. hahas..

hao bahs.. that's all le.. lookin forward to the camp.. and also not forgetting.. my sis return on the 9th July!!... hehes.. nites ppl.. =D

2008-06-03T14:25:00.014+08:00

27th May:

This is a special date of most of the SP CLS students as it's the graduation day for us.. the ceremony itself was boring.. but then.. i was really nervous when i went up to collect my transcripts.. then took many many fotos.. followed by a nice dinner gatherin at vivo city.. it adds on to the unforgettable memories of DBT class 02.. now i shall let the collages i made do the toking..

*They came!.. Loves!.. muahs!*

*half of our class*

**We graduated tgt on 27th May 2008**

28th May:

Skye came over my hse to bake cookies and muffins.. so i stayed home to look thru my gal's physics exam paper.. den at nite i went out with darlin to ECP to chill out.. we sat down at a hongkong cafe and did our crochet-ing.. she showed me some books on knitting and crochet.. and i tink it's really amazing how stitchin can actually end up becoming bags, tops and even skirts!.. hahas.. i feel like doin out a bag for my sis before she come back in july.. but i guess not enuff time le.. cos i'm still not done with my mouse project.. she also taught me some tips for my coming BTT on the 2nd jun.. thns lots!.. we stayed there till abt 12 plus.. den darlin sent me home.. here's my darling:

29th May:

Nth special on this day.. can say it was a tuition day..

30th May:

This is a special day.. cos it's my stacy darlin's bdae.. i stayed home to slack for the whole morning and afternoon.. den went over to taka to hand up my timesheet at about 4 plus.. i think i was kinda late cos i was suppose to reach rivervalley point at 5pm.. in the end i reached there at around 5:25pm.. sorry to have made wily and andrea they all to wait for me downstairs.. the journey from taka to office was kinda tough.. cos it was raining.. so when i reache there i was feelin kinda shag.. but nvm.. it's darlin's bdae.. so have to give her suprise..

We bought purple tulips for her.. and she din knoe i will go down specially to give her a suprise.. we also bought a small slice of cuppuccino cheesecake for her.. so yups.. we reached the 11th floor office.. went into one of the meeting room.. den willy went to ask her to come in.. and YES!.. she was happy to see us.. hehes.. so now is photos tokin time..

The bdae gal with her purple tulips and cake from us.. =D

e grp foto taken by me..

blow candles..

eat the cake!

bdae gal is blessed with 3 bouquet of flowers.. so good!..

me and my dear bdae gal..

another grp foto wit me inside..

after that i went home and on the way msg yy and win whether theu wanna have dinner tgt a not.. so we randomly met up at kovan's hongkong cafe for dinner.. yy and win ate a maggie mee like noodle.. which i tink it's really nice.. while i tried the papaya soup noodle.. it was very nice!.. hahas.. we had the usual chit chat and crappin session over in the cafe.. den they went over to my hse to visit my piggies and to eat tau huay.. den they went home at around 10 plus..

31st May:

Stayed home to study for my BTT.. den went out at around 3 plus to YCK SSDC for my trial test.. i nearly lost my way while tryin to figure out where exactly is the place.. luckily.. i managed to find my way there by observing where the SSDC de cars are driving towards.. and yups.. i passed my trial test..got 46/50.. den after that i headed straight to SK training ground.. i was super early.. so i bought some bread for dinner and went over to the training ground to do my mouse.. den is the normal tkd trainin session.. lay tiong was there tt day.. so i onli took the warm up and he took over fr there..

after tkd, saw miss call fr sebast.. so i msg him back.. and he ask me if i wanna join my kor and him for pool over at kovan.. so i said yes!.. cos i very long din play pool wit my kor le.. he's really a pro in pool lor.. omg.. we played till abt 12 plus.. den went over to the curry rice to have supper.. cos he was super hungry.. and he toked to me abt wat i need to reallu consider abt when i enter uni.. it is really very rare for my kor to have time to tok to me abt all these.. so yups.. thns kor for all the advises..

1st Jun:

tuition from 12 to 2pm.. came home wash my piggie's cage.. den went over to aljunied to meet edwin for dinner before gg to epo for angela's concert.. we went to eat dim sum in geylang.. same place as where don have brought me to tt time for dim sum.. really worth the money.. nice and cheap.. after which we went over to rochor beancurd to eat beancurd.. it's very different from the selegie one over at my hse here.. rochor one is much nicer.. den after that went over to expo by train tgt with his bro and gf..

the concert was nice!.. angela is indeed sweet, hot, cute, friendly and no airs at all.. the concert started on time w/o delay.. and live singing was really superb.. her songs are also damn nice.. and i'm actually seated at the 2nd row from the front, the middle seat.. hahas.. must really thns edwin for the invitation to her concert.. first time see a live concert so up front.. thns thns!.. =D really enjoyed myself in the concert as well as win's company.. and i was super tired when i reached home.. so i din have time to study for my BTT tml morning.. but really no more energy left.. so jiu good nite and sweet dreams le..

2nd Jun:

woke up at aroun 9:20am.. was kinda late for the BTT le.. so i rushed out of hse and headed towards SSDC.. and i was just nice on time.. i read through some impt points on the bus.. was kinda tired when doin the test.. but then.. i need to stay awake.. cos i wan to pass on the 1st attempt.. i did the 50 qns in abt 15 mins.. and i checked through 3 times before ending the test.. and YES!.. i passed.. hahas..

after that headed over to hougang point to buy some ingredients for my cheesecake.. den went home bake the cheesecake.. after baking.. i ish very tired.. so i just lay on my sofa.. and eventually fell aslp.. lols.. so i was late in meetin osp de colleagues for ktv..

once again.. they are kinda quiet.. only stacy, lance and me seems to be more active.. andrea, willy and desheng seems a bit quiet.. perhaps they are tired bahs.. but nevertheless.. i enjoyed the session with them.. hees.. =D here's the fotos..

me and darl..

Before..

after.. he resembles one of the dragon ball character.. lols..

darlin..

willy with the tiko look..

andrea and lance..

so that's the end of my post for 27th may to 2nd june.. take care ppl.. =D

2008-05-30T00:59:00.005+08:00

27th may 2008 marks the end of our poly life.. felt kinda sad cos i wun be able to see tong, jun, and the rest of DBT02 everyday.. and all the laming and gamin sessions will be stored as memories.. nevertheless.. it all ended wit a fun outin at vivo.. thns ppl for all the wonderful memories once again..

just sent in the acceptance into pharma to nus.. everyone was like tellin me how good it is to be in pharma.. i also tot tt it was rather good to be in NUS pharma.. but then.. somehow i felt rather lonely in NUS.. cos tong is gg to ntu, sand is gg to ntu, jun and chop gg to nie.. guys gg to army.. damn it.. and i'll be left alone in NUS.. even though wj's gf huimin is in the same course.. i have a feelin that i wun be in the same clique as her.. she hav her own frens entering the same course.. i dun have.. i dun wan to mix with a new clique.. i wan my MPH back!.. DAMN IT.. i hate this feeling.. but i knoe.. this is part of growin up.. i hope i will be able to find my own comfort zone in the course wit mostly the JCs gals around.. and the ORD-ed guys in the same course.. shld be joinin the camps so that i can knoe who will be my future classmate.. and probably find my own clique in the camp.. BUT!.. life in SP will DEFINITELY be BETTER THAN life in NUS and WILL ALWAYS BE THE BEST in MY LIFE.. MPH rocks~!.. and of cos DBT02 rocks too~!.. take care all my fellow classmates.. will miss u guys.. hope we can have more meet ups regardless of the hectic life and challenges in future..

2008-05-26T01:25:00.003+08:00

the past few days was kinda not boring for me.. on wed i stayed home and went to tkd at nite.. but then got stomachace.. so din train.. the feelin is very bad can.. okay..

so on thurs i went out with darling to a handicraft shop located in people's park complex.. the place is really cool.. all sorts of handicraft stuffs.. and i started on my mini mouse crochet proj for my darling and her bf.. hahas.. hope they can be happy always.. cos they deserve the happiness.. before gg to tuition, darling brought me to a wanton mee stall.. i tink it very nice.. cos the noodle is very different fr outside de.. and the chicken cutlet is really nice too.. thns stacy for the intro to good wanton noodle, which is my all time favourite dish.. =)

saw this 7zai hp pouch which caught my eye from far.. and so.. i bought it w/o thinkin twice.. hahas.. it looks like this:

on fri stayed home whole day to make my handicraft too.. and while doin it, i simultaneously watchin movies and also tokin to darling over the fone.. and i guess i'm almost done with the basic shape of my mini mouse..

on sat i went to the nus pharma tok at 3:30.. the bus journey to nus was really long.. after the tok, i went to sk for tkd.. damn shag.. cos i dun have the mood to train le actually.. just hope i can stay for as long as possible bahs.. but then i tink this day will be comin soon..

den today i went for 2 tuitions in the morning and afternoon.. den met sebast to go to da sao's 21st bdae party at coasta sands.. and i was known as weiqiang's sister for the nite.. evt when i'm intro as weiqiang's sis, their fren will sure have the "oh!.. this is weiqiang's sister.. hii.." hahas.. dunno whether it's good or bad.. hahas.. but i guess me and my kor dun really resemble each other.. so tt might be the reason for the constant reaction.. the party was quite okay.. though i felt a bit awkward cos i dunno the ppl there.. luckily got the kuku sebast.. hahas.. if not i dun tink i can stay till 10pm den leave.. hahahs.. anyways.. the card game we played was fun!.. and my kor fren actually have a collections of games which sounded fun too.. too bad.. i din hav the chance to play all..

so this with this, i have just updated my blog for the past few days.. shall continue to update soon.. =) buais ppl..

My bdae + Hong Kong trip!

2008-05-21T13:26:00.007+08:00

Warning!!.. super long post..

First of all.. thns all for wishin me happy bdae!.. All = Jie!, Kiong, Tong, Mic, Sand, Aven, Liying, Kor Kor, Jessica, Sebast, Veron, Ah sheng, Alvin, Xiong ye, Stacy, Damson, Andrea, DeSheng, Anh, Derek, BingRu, MinXuan, Linda, Daniel, WeiKang, SongFa, ShuXian, Geraldine, ChengPeng and Serene.. Really thns for remembering my bdae and also thns for the bdae wishes..

18th May:
at 12mn, my kor, jessica da sao and sebast celebrated my bdae with a fruit cake at home.. it was so funny.. cos i need to act suprise for the celebration though i knew wat my kor is up to before he came to my room with a cake with the candles lighted.. i must say i'm really happy with wat they did cos it's the first time my kor actually bought me a bdae cake and celebrate it wit me.. for the past 19 yrs, my family will just wish me happy bdae or give me bdae pressie.. never a small celebration with a cake.. So.. thns for giving me such a nice kick start for my twenties.. photos is still with my kor.. so i shall post it up once i get the photos..

Day 1 in HK (18th may):

at around 900, i reached changi airport terminal 3.. the flight departed at around 1100.. the flight we took was SQ862.. it's the 1st time i took SQ flight.. i must say it was really comfortable to be flyin with SQ and the service wasa good.. but i felt that the seat is not very comfy.. perhaps due to i'm too short.. hahas.. so after the plane is in the air.. i took some fotos.. i think they all look quite nice..

the plane landed on hongkong airport at around 1425.. den reached marco polo gateway located at tsim sha tsui.. i shared room with my stacy darling.. our room nuber is 712!.. btw, i'm glad to have known her.. cos.. i really love her.. hahhas.. so lesbo sia.. but mind u.. miss lim is super straight.. and my darlin is attached.. nevertheless, we just love each other lots!.. hees.. shall tok more abt her later on..

so after we reached the hotel, i was super tired.. cos i din slp much on the previous nite.. was tryin to watch wo de ya man nai nai online.. so i decided to stay in the room to slp.. darlin went out to explore the area and shun bian go to the 7-eleven to buy some drinkin water.. she was super buay song tt her boss and the rest went out without us.. however, me as her dear, managed to make her smile smile a bit.. i bet she will give me face cos it was my bdae!!.. hees..

so at around 1815, we gathered at the hotel lobby and set off to the jumbo restaurant to have our shanghai nite.. the scenery there was nice.. but the fotos is with darling.. need to get from her before uploading.. and she sort of ignored the rest of the ppl cos she was pissed by the fact they din bother to check which room we were in and went out on their own.. i was quite pissed too.. but then i din ignore them.. cos i'm like tt.. everything is just sui bian la.. hahhas.. dun take things too seriously is how i deal with stuffs like this.. the dinner sucks.. cos the food sucks.. the events sucks.. the game is lame.. i'm bored.. hahas..

after dinner was to decide where to go.. there's buses gg to ladies market, temple market, lan kwai fong and the hotel.. we took a very long time to decide where to go.. i din wan to go to lan kwai fong cos i din wan to drink.. no money la.. hahas.. so in the end decided to just hop onto the ladies market and temple market de bus.. was quite pissed off at first cos noone wan to decide where to go.. so paiseh.. everyone like waiting for us to decide.. den i just heck care and boarded the market de bus.. and i tink i've made a correct decision.. so darling, damson, anh and me went to temple market while desheng, willy and anh went to lan kwai fong..

temple market is just like our pasar malam.. the things there is rather cheap as compared to singapore.. spot a lot of doraemon.. so darling spent a lot on her fave doraemon.. and i tink our cantonese is half pail of water de.. so damson have to do most of the bargainin most of the time.. but then sometimes the vendor spoke chinese, which i can understand.. hahas.. so darlin bought many many doraemon stuffs, anh bought things mostly for her bro, me bought 2 hairbands and damson bought nothing..

after reached the end of the temple market, we decided to take a rest at a dessert shop.. i ate watermelon sago, anh ate mango sago, stacy ate cold zhi ma hu and damson ate tau hauy.. i can say the dessert in HK is really nice.. cos the above 4 desserts were tasty!.. and our dear stacy ordered something tt she's allergic to.. so gong gong.. hahas.. den after tt we saw the long xu tang.. got peanut de.. stacy wan to eat.. so we stood there and watch the seller make the long xu tang.. the process is amazing.. from a block of suger (i think) into fine threads of sweet. omg can.. and this gong gong darling of mine is allergic to peanuts too!.. so i reminded her of the peanuts.. so damson told the uncle to make half of the candy w/o the peanut so that darling can eat.. then we proceeded back to the hotel to slp le.. =) it was a fun night at temple market..

darling and i did some crochet in the room till around 0200 den went to bed..

Day 2 in HK (19th may):
woke up at around 7:30 but dear stacy is still slpin like a pig!!.. hahas.. so i went to take a shower and wash up before waking her up.. den went down to the hotel lobby to have a group foto.. a lot of ppl can.. and it's the first time i see the photographer stand on the ladder to take a foto.. wahahas.. after the photo takin, the whole lot walked to a nearby chinese restaurant to have dim sum for breakfast.. the dim sum was nice.. though most of them got prawn de.. so miss lim can't take.. cos she's allergic to prawn..

after breakfast went to HMV to help michael buy DVD.. after which we went back to the hotel to take umbrella cos it was raining.. and we din wan to waste the day by stayin in the hotel.. so we took the umbrella and walked to the tsim sha tsui metro station.. we bought a one way tix to mong kok.. we took fotos on the station itself and also in the metro train itself.. so it's very obvious to them tt we ARE TOURIST!!.. hahhas..

the rain is really sickening.. cos i need to walk very carefully in order not to dirty the back of my legs.. and luckily i brought my own umbrella.. so first we went to a shoppin mall called Langham place.. aw san told me that this is a new shopping mall.. but then.. me and darling thot that the clothes there is not suitable for us.. so we decided to look around for my white blouse, which i need to wear on my grad day.. we finally found one tt is not bad in G2000.. and darling bought tt for me as a bdae pressie.. thns lots!.. muahs!.. we met at the entrance of the shopin mall at 1400.. but anh haven come out yet.. so we took some fotos at the entrance.. one of which is a lame one.. wahahhas..

soon, anh appearred.. so went move on to our nxt destination.. which is a shoppin mall which more or less resemble singapore de far east.. onli diff is tt there got more shops and the price is much cheaper and bargainin is allowed.. wahahhahs.. i can say tt mall is really good for shopping.. i bought 2 skirts there.. which i forgot how much both cost le.. bought 2 mirrors for jun and tong.. and also some ear studs..

then we meet up and moved on towards causeway bay.. recommended by andrea.. however, stacy, damson, anh and me decided to go grab a bite before moving on.. i ate a dish known as zhao pai mian.. which i tink is quite nice.. actually i really dun feel like walkin around le.. seriously tired.. and the pain in my leg is really killing me.. cos it's raining.. i tink i really got a bit of rheumatism le.. die.. so young jiu got this le.. old le hai de liao.. wahahhas.. but dun care.. so we went on to a shoppin mall.. but then ah.. the things there is super ex can.. omg.. i tink it might be 4 times more than the previous mall we went in mong kok.. so we decided to leave that mall.. but then damson is really sick le.. so he decided to go back hotel on his own first.. anh went to shop on her own.. and me and darling walk around for a while more den jiu head back to hotel also le.. cos we both tink tt there isn't much things for us to buy there.. too ex le.. at first wan to hail a cab back to the hotel de.. but then, we kept gg to the wrong place to hail a cab.. and i guess it wasn't our day.. which means we are super suay on tt day.. imagine.. 2 gals sharing umbrella, legs aching, eyes closing, half drenched, unable to get a cab, finally gt a cab, but tt then uncle say will jam and refuse to bring us back to the hotel.. damn.. so we need to take the MTR in the end.. sickenin lor..

okays.. so tt nite was the last nite in HK.. so we decided to have some fun tgt in one of our rooms.. so willy, andrea, anh, audrey and damson came to stacy's and my room to play game.. we played zhong ji mi mah using poker cards.. and damson keep kena sabo-ed by me and stacy.. after we finish the dinks tt willy bought, they all went back to slp.. i guess it's around 3am by tt time.. tt's the end of day 2..

Day 3 in HK (20th may):
stacy and i woke up at around 10 plus near to 11.. so we missed our breakfast.. hahas.. nvm la.. slp is more impt to us.. so we went to wash up and packed the room to get ready for check out.. so after we checked out our room, stacy, damson and i went to ladies market to shop cos we haven gt the time to really walk finish tt street.. so we spent the whole day3 afternoon there which is near mong kok.. and we really spent quite a lot there.. the things there were cheap and nice.. so i came back with 2 dresses and 2 skirts plus a necklace.. and i almost finish all my HKD there.. but still got some left la.. and stupid damson keep temptin stacy to buy doraemon stuffs.. ma jiam wan to help HK boost up their economy lidat.. wahhahas.. bth him sia.. eyes so sharp.. see doraemon call stacy, den see 7zai call me..

after we finish the whole stretch of ladies market, we went to take a rest and bought egg tarts and went to a dessert shop to rest.. me and darling ate some cold steam egg white plus bird nest while damson ate something like a mango set or something.. couldn't rem the exact name.. so i guess this is the kind of holiday we really enjoyed.. cos it was a fun afternoon out with damson and stacy cos it is less stressful and more enjoying.. it is really mai dong xi chi dong xi.. =D

our last stop was at the shopping mall we went on day2.. cos stacy wan to get a doraemon de hp screen sticker alike stuff for her hp.. it was nice hence it's worth the wait.. we were suppose to gather at the hotel lobby at 5pm.. however, by the time we reached the hotel lobby, it was abt 1717 le.. so paiseh.. need to let them wait for us.. but bo bian.. need to thick skin a bit to board the bus.. *shy*

so tt's abt it le.. whole HK trip.. enjoying and relaxing.. can be concluded with one word --> FUN!.. thns osp for the trip.. and thns darling for the attention and care.. love u lots!.. =D miss lim promise she will always be there for her always.. i knoe.. it sounds les.. but.. I'M STRAIGHT!.. hehes..

GOODBYE TO OSP-DSD...

2008-05-21T13:11:00.010+08:00

16th May:

GOODBYE TO OSP-DSD.. thns for giving such a wonderful 3 months in the company.. i'm so glad that i'm offered this opportunity to work there.. I can still rem how bored and sian when i just started work there.. and now i need to leave the company when i'm starting to have fun.. me ish really glad to have known such a wonderful colleagues in OSP-DSD and OSP-endo..

will miss all the lunch time we had in Zion..
will miss all the kopi breaks..
will miss all the ice cream breaks on thurs and fri 4-6..
will miss all my colleagues..
will miss my darling stacy..

thns god for letting me knoe ppl like stacy, damson, willy, lance, andrea, desheng, anh, cassandra, derek, yamaguchi san, aw san and ying hau.. if not for all these ppl, i will not have missed gg to work even though the job itself is boring.. hahas.. and it is becos of them.. that i received the biggest bouquet of flowers till date.. and all these ended in the office wit lunch in zion, the cheesecake i baked for them, and also not forgetting taking fotos to keep all the wonderful ppl and moments forever in my heart...

2008-05-09T16:50:00.003+08:00

Work was boring once again..
I managed to finish tidying up the files by early afternoon..
afterwhich, i went to view the blogs online..
saw some shiseido masks selling at a reasonable price on jac's blog..
and so...
miss lim placed order for 20 masks.. (~$18.50 gone)..
after that..
saw some eye pouch ampoules on stickychewychoc online shop owned by jac and her lesbo partner..
once again..
miss lim placed order for 4 eye pouch ampoules, 4 collagen ampoules and 2 whitening ampoules.. (~$16.20 gone)..
nxt sun is the HK trip.. (~$440 gone)..

In conclusion, miss lim's recent total "gones" add up to ~$475..
OMG!!.. and nxt fri is my last day of work.. which means i will have lesser income from then on.. i need to save more money and spend less le.. miss lim must control herself.. hahahas.. but still.. i wan to cure my dark circles.. I DUN WAN TO LOOK LIKE A PANDA!!.. wahahhas..

2008-05-08T11:54:00.002+08:00

ytd i took half day leave to go for tuition.. I guess by now, my gals will have already finish their maths paper.. after tution-ing gwen, i went home and slpt for abt 1 hr.. i was really tired then.. cos i haven't been having enough slp since sun.. hahas.. after my short nap, i woke up to read through my phy txtbk.. and den went to isa's place at 7:15..

she told me she could most prob score A for the maths.. and probably a not bad score for chemistry.. i was so happy and relieved.. and i'm glad that my txtbk was of help to her.. and she managed to do the papers without much problem.. but still i am worried about her careless mistakes.. her careless mistakes can really pull her marks down dramatically.. i have seen that before for her common test.. and i'm now praying hard that tis will NOT happen in her mid yr tis time round.. ytd i had a 3 hr session with her.. tuition-ing her is just fun.. however, i will feel very stress.. cos she's a sec4 student.. i was shocked that i could overshot by 1 hr..

After tuition, i went home to clean up xiao ai and coco's cages.. when i was almost finishing, Gwen called me.. and she asked me many maths qns till abt 12 plus.. i was super slpy then.. but i felt that i shld help her as much as i can.. so i just press on.. and finally lie on my bed at around 1am..

super shag day..

2008-05-08T11:24:00.002+08:00

met win on tues for dinner.. we went to vivo to eat a kind of noodle known as loko mee.. it was similar to wanton noodle.. just tt i tink loko mee is nicer.. and since it's nicer and it's located at vivo.. the price would definitely be more ex.. but still.. it is nice!.. both the wet and fried wantons are nice.. and the abalone is nice.. the soup is nice.. the noodle is nice.. and most imptly.. the comapnion is nice!.. hahas..

after dinner was ben's and jerry's ice cream.. wat i can say is that the staff there are all bitches and bimbotic.. they think they very pretty.. but.. pls lor.. I ish prettier... wahahhahas... jkjk.. but seriously la.. they hav the stuck up attitude.. and dun really serve the customer well lor.. both me and win feel like giving 2 tite slap to wake up their idea.. they keep chit chattering away behind the counter.. and when there's a customer in front, they dun even bother to go and serve them can.. damn lousy service.. and so we finished up the ice cream and went to up to the 3rd level open space of vivo..

I saw the cable cars.. and suddenly have the urge to go for a cable car ride.. and there we go!.. went for the ride.. and it's $11.90/pax, for a 2 way trip which is approximately 10mins.. the last time i took a cable car ride was when i was very young.. i couldn't even rem how old i am then.. hahas.. so it was a fun and nice ride high up in the air.. the scenery was nice.. and of cos.. we snap a few shots during the journey.. hehes.. will post it up later on.. cos i still haven't got the photos from win..

after the ride, we went to walk around vivo.. saw many phones.. and it was all so nice.. but i will still wait for my sis to come home with a hp for me as a pressie.. hees.. after that, win came to my hse to visti xiao ai and coco.. after that he went home and i went to shower and slp.. hahas..

It was a wonderful outing!.. =)

2008-05-06T12:04:00.002+08:00

i'm feelin so down now.. i dunno why.. i felt so stressed out and lousy.. i tink i am seriously not a good tutor.. my kids are havin their exams now.. and yet.. i dunno how i can help them to get good results.. i can't tink of any strategy for them.. the onli ting i am doin rite now is to nag at them to study and be more careful during the exams.. and i tink i am really short of time for them due to my hectic schedule.. i really wan to help them.. but.. i feel that i can't really be of help.. i really need to push them hard.. but the question now is... HOW?!?!.. I'm LOST!!..

maybe i just dun have the qualities to become a tutor.. but still.. i will REALLY TRY to help them.. I wan to get out of OSP quick.. and to overcome all the distractions at home.. to really study their work.. and help them as much as possible..

i'm seriously a FAILURE!.. damn..

2008-05-05T08:37:00.002+08:00

it's now 8:38am.. i reached my office abt 10 mins ago.. why am i so early today? cos kim rented a car over the wkend to go out wit his frens.. and i met him tis morning for breakfast then he fetch me to work.. today's traffic was rather clear.. no jams seen on the way to the office.. this explains why i am so early for work.. hahas.. thns kim for the ride.. Subaru was indeed a nice and comfortable car.. but the petrol consumption is scary.. lols..

hmmm.. the more i see my frens driving.. the more i wan to get a license asap.. den i can be like them to be driving on the road.. after which, i shall try to aim for my dream cars.. which is a red lancer or a red mazda3 or perhaps a red suzuki swift.. with the back light covering slightly tinted.. and the window's tinted as well.. i will work hard to save enuff money and to wait patiently for that day to come.. but i guess that day will be perhaps 10 yrs from now?.. hahas.. provided i am able to pass uni with an upper class honours.. den get a decent and a stable job with good pay??.. hahas..

so.. i shall now start with passing my basic theory, which will be on the 2nd june.. followed closely with the final theory.. after which, i can start my practical le!!.. hehes.. hopefully i can pass within 1 try for both the basic and advance.. so scary.. i shall keep my fingers cross again..

went to the vet on sat..dr ling says coco and xiao ai were both recovering fast.. and if within 2 wks they have no other serious problems.. they need not go back for check up again.. yeah.. and by then.. i wil be ready for my hong kong trip.. which spells that i'm able to be officially "graduated" from OSP le.. and i dun need to wake up so early everyday and stone in the office.. hehes.. den i will be able to spend more time with my piggies, my frens, and my tuition kids.. and also maybe more overseas trips with frens and also to chiong for my car license.. best is able to get the license before my sis's bdae.. ppl wish me luck k?.. =D

recently, i have seen many incidences happening around the ppl around me.. and i felt that nobody is perfect.. everyone has his/her good points and bad points.. and i realise that the bad point of someone can onli be seen after sometime.. i actually dislike ppl who are irresponsible.. just one word fr them and they can push the responsiblity to other ppl who are not really obliged to follow his/her words.. and they dun get appreciative of how other ppl hav tried to cover their backs just becos of their irresponsibility.. if they think that they are able to manage their time and work well.. then i have nothing to say.. but... if they are unable to do so.. they shld just reflect on themselves.. and not carry on shouldering so much responsiblities whereby they are not able to cope themselves.. i believe they shld knoe that they shld not depend to much on other ppl's help and try to be more self dependent.. one day.. the other ppl might not be able to always stay and help them out..

another kind of person i have met is ppl who really needs to learn from their mistakes and do some self evaluation.. i mean it's like everyone make mistakes.. and i personally think that it is okay to make mistakes.. the most impt thing is knoeing how to learn from mistakes..I have made mistakes too.. i admit that sometimes i choose not to learn from my mistakes.. and repeated mistakes occur.. then i will wake up and realise that i shld have learn from my mistakes right at the beginnin.. and i can and will become a better person.. they might tink that someone is unfair.. but.. in the first place.. wat shld not happen can actually be prevented.. and i guess.. all these is due to negligence and impulsiveness.. listening to other ppl's words is sometimes good for u..

next.. is ppl who hav just lost their love ones.. and thinkin that they shld quickly find another one to replace their love ones.. i mean it's like wat's the point lor.. if these ppl dun change their tinkin.. they will be always losing their love ones and then search for someone whom they deem that they are suited for each other.. and after sometime, fall out with one another.. and the reason is due to incompatible character.. so the cycle will repeat.. i can't blame them for feelin this way.. cos i myself will also tend to daydream and make the same mistake.. but right now i will constantly remind myself not to commit the same mistake just becos i felt that i need someone beside me.. i need to wait patiently for the right one to come by..

that's all.. this whole post ma jiam is all abt waiting waiting and waiting.. as well as patience patience and patience.. wahhahas.. buais ppl.. =D

2008-04-30T13:30:00.013+08:00

i'm too bored in the office.. so i took more of the quizzes from the webbie.. here they go..

What Do Your Feet Say About You?

You are pretty average in your expressiveness. You can express yourself well, but you don't always want to.

You are a very passionate person. You are highly charged and easily inspired.

You are an assertive person at times. You'll pull out all the stops to get what you want, if it's worth it.

You take a while to fall in love, but once you do, you stay pretty attached to your partner.

You are not afraid of anything. You are brave and courageous, even when most people would be terrified.

You are very practical and down to earth. You're more concerned with action than thoughts.

You are a fairly hard worker, but you are also a little spoiled. You like indulge yourself every now and then.

You are not easily influenced by other people. You hold your ground and are true to your beliefs.

The Priority Test

For you, your career is usually your number one priority.

You don't mind having things to get done... as long as they don't pile up on you.

You have trouble giving time to any of your priorities. You life is too busy and chaotic.

You want thinking to be a high priority, but you don't take enough time for yourself.

What Kind of Cereal Are You?
You Are Cheerios

Like other Cheerios eaters, you want to be a responsible adult.

But you can't help but still be a kid at heart!

You try to make good decisions. You're a clean cut, conscientious person.

You're the type of person who would never skip breakfast.

Part of you thinks that breakfast is too important to miss...

But a bigger part of you knows it's too fun to miss!

The Personality Test at 35,000 Feet

Deep down, you vastly prefer being with others to being alone. You love to engage people in conversation.

You are good with your place in the world. You are confident and comfortable with who you are.

Your gift is having good ears. You are naturally musical, and you pick up foreign languages easily.

You are inspired by what is possible. Real life is often too ordinary for you.

It's very easy for you to feel happy. You can find peace with any situation.

The Chocolate Oracle

You are sophisticated, modern, and high class.

Your taste is refined, but you are not picky.

You are often the first to try something new.

You are lively, goofy, and a total blast.

You're incredibly happy, and you always are lifting spirits.

You love to be in love. You crave romance, whether you're single or not.

You feel lost when you don't feel passion... you need someone to adore.

The Front Door Test

You are fun, outgoing, and incredibly cheerful.

Life is an choose-your-own adventure for you.

And there's no way you're choosing the beaten path.

You have a warm personality. At times, you feel in love with the whole world.

The Keys To Your Life

Anything good that comes in your life will come from your own self reflection.

Don't rely on other people for advice. They will harm you more then help you.

Anything bad in your life comes from fooling yourself or clinging to illusions.

Be strong enough to see the world clearly. Learn from your mistakes.

2008-04-30T11:32:00.005+08:00

took this from huizhen's blog

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.

You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.

You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people.

Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems.

Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

People see you as a complete enigma, and only you truly understand who you are.

You spend most of your time introspecting and seeking truth.

You're a very interesting person... but not many people know you enough to realize it.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2008-04-29T13:21:00.002+08:00

counting down the days at OSP --> ~3 more wks..
counting down to the hongkong trip --> ~3 more wks
counting down to the day my pigs recover --> ???
(hopefully it will be soon)

ytd went to the Namly animal clinic.. like wat the forums have said.. Dr Ling is indeed a good vet.. and the fees is not very ex.. and is quite reasonable.. after the trip ytd, i felt so cheated at the jalan kayu de vet.. hais.. shld have brought my pigs to namly for the first time.. damn.. felt so bad.. i tink i'm the cause of the condition of my pigs now.. Dr ling says xiao ai's eye is very bad.. so xiao ai is now left with the eyesight of one eye.. and the other eye will remained popped out for the rest of her life.. damn.. i am just a bad owner.. shouldn't have kept them tgt after xiao ai's eye got injured..

in addition, both of them is in the risk of getting upper respiratory infection.. but luckily until now, their lungs still sound clear (as advised by Dr Ling).. besides that, xiao ai's got a wound at the his butt area.. and i suspect the cause of all these injuries (the eye and the wound) is coco.. i felt that coco must have bitten xiao ai.. so.. i have put them in separate cages now.. hopefully they can recover soon..

After the vet visit ytd, coco needs to be fed antibiotics and his eyes needs the eye drops.. while xiao ai needs to be fed anit-biotic, anti-pain/inflammatory, cleaning of the wound, and as well as the eye drops for his eye.. i'm really sorry xiao ai.. i'm a bad mummy.. but mummy promise she will learn from her lesson de.. Get well soon!.. mummy loves u lots k..

It is really very saddening to see them like tat.. shitified.. now i knoe why some ppl dun keep pets.. cos it is really sad if the pet is not feeling well or is injured.. my mood is really affected by them.. seriously..

2008-04-28T11:03:00.007+08:00

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everyone wans to be loved
i wan to be loved
i wan to love others
i need to feel loved
i need to let others feel love

the pace of our society is too fast
many ppl might just passed by their true love
w/o knowing he/she might be the one
i wish i could slow down my pace
take a look at the ppl around me
treasure and love them with all i can
dun let any possible chance slip pass

and most importantly...

i am gg all out to find my true love..

Oh god.. pls grant me the courage and powers..
I just wan to be happy..
I just wan to get away from loneliness..
it's just tat simple..

2008-04-28T09:23:00.003+08:00

omg.. work has been super dry lately.. i always can't wait to go home fr office.. this mornin i even have the urge to sms derek tt i'm sick and can't go to work.. but in the end, i still chose to come to office and rot for another monday..

i haven't been in the mood to blog lately.. one of the reason is that my pigs are sick.. both of them have the lerthagic behaviour.. but luckily, they are still willing to take their food.. though i felt that they hav lost a bit of appetite.. they are not as active as compared to when i just got them.. sad.. i really dunno wat i can do except to wait for tonite to come.. as i have an appointment with Dr Ling at namly animal clinic, who is very reputable on the guinea pigs forum.. i really hope she could help me cure my pigs.. cos everytime i see their eyes.. i will feel that i'm a useless owner and that i did a poor job to take good care of them.. hais..

on fri.. i went out with ZW to vivo to catch a movie.. we din knoe which movie to watched at first.. but in the end, we settled on hansel and gretel.. this movie was classified under the genre horror.. however, i tink it is not a horror movie, but more towards a sad touching story.. the first part of the movie was a bit boring and dry.. however, approaching the end of the movie, the plot is gettin touching.. and i was moved to tears.. so paiseh.. first time go out with him.. and i cried in the movie.. but luckily he din see my tears.. he onli managed to see my runnin nose after the movie ended.. nevertheless.. he still knoe that i have cried in the theatres..

after movie was dinner.. we din knoe wat to eat at first cos i really dunno wat to eat.. but in the end we went to the white dog cafe to have our dinner.. i ate the ceasar salad and a drink named Cinderella.. which i tink both are not bad.. and he ate creamy salmon tgt with a strawberry + kiwi drink..

after dinner went to walk along the outside of vivo.. and we chatted abt the experience we had in shanghai.. both of us went there for intern.. but my duration was much shorter than his.. and it's interesting to hear his shanghai experience.. after which, we manage to catch the last NEL train back.. he alighted at serangoon and i walked home from kovan.. i enjoyed myself that nite.. thns.. really hope there will be more of these dates.. =D

2008-04-22T17:14:00.002+08:00

19/04/2008

sat stayed home in the mornin till late afternoon to play with my pigs and watched 3 movies from the miotv.. not bad sia.. the movies are those very old comedy and nice nice one.. den after that, i went to take a short nap before heading towards serangoon broadway for my graduation gown.. the shop is quite funny.. the english shop name is serangoon broadway.. however, when it is in chi, it becomes hou gang da lu.. super weird can.. why they dun just name it hougang broadway in the beginning.. so misleading..

after i got the grad gown, i walked towards potong pasir station.. then on the way, i found out that the size might be too big for me.. so i went to find jun and asked her to help me change the size.. then after that i headed down to sk for tkd.. it was so much travelling for me on that day..

tkd training was quite fun tt day.. tiong and bing ru was not there.. enui and his HUSBAND went down but did not train.. dunno what they come down for also lor.. injured still come down for wat.. sickening.. spoil my mood..

therefore I need to take class.. i trained them mostly on footwork and physical training perharps.. and some lecturing as well.. sometimes they just make me feel like vomitting blood.. and i will really feel like walkin away and dun care abt them.. but then.. they are so kawai.. it's so nice to have this bunch of students.. though i knoe they may be mischeivous at times.. i believe that deep down, they still respect me as their mdm..

I made them do pushups as long as one of them trigger my mood.. and it works!.. hahas.. so i gues.. they agar knoe my pattern le.. so nxt time will not fool around with me anymore.. if not they are the one who suffers.. hehes.. after class,me, shunxian and ella went to kfc.. and we gossip again.. hahas..

Afterall.. i enjoyed my sat de tkd training.. and most importantly..
i love my tkd kids!.. =)

2008-04-22T16:53:00.003+08:00

18/04/2008 (fri)

Fri went to the Ball and Billiard room at raffles hotel for the division dinner.. the food there was alrite, bu then it is mostly raw food, which i dun really like.. and so i onli had one plate of potatoes and macoroni-alike stuff + one plate of dessert.. after that i already felt very sinful, so i stopped and just drank the wine and the cocktail, shirley temple.. the wine was not bad and so is the shirley temple.. we crapped a lot over the dinner, and i had lots of fun.. hahhas..

after the dinner, Cass went to meet her "lover" aka husband, boss and derek stayed behind a while for their smoke, Aw walked very fast and soon we lost him, Lance said he will fetch me and ahn home.. wahahas.. and so the 3 of us went off tgt..

my hse to lance, is considered the most ulu place as compared to his and ahn's place.. so he fetched me home first.. before we set off, we checked the street directory and decided to take the upp serangoon road route to my place.. (until now i still can't figure out how to use a street directory.. hahas..) at first the traffice was okay.. but then, as it approaches upp serangoon road, we were stucked in the traffic.. there were so many cars.. and so as usual, we crapped a lot during the journey.. and finally after dunno how long, i finally reached home at around 11 plus.. felt so bad.. cos if it's not becos of me, anh and lance would have reached home much earlier.. all becos of the stupid traffic jam.. in the end, anh reached home at around 11:45 while lance reached home at perhaps around 12..

Yup.. so overall, i enjoyed my dinner on friday!.. =)

2008-04-18T17:57:00.003+08:00

It's 6pm now.. and i am still in the office.. hahas.. reason being... .... miss lim is hardworking~!! wahahhas.. actually is bullshit la.. the actual fact is that there will be a division dinner later 7pm at raffles hotel.. so now is in the office slacking.. wait till 6:45pm to be picked up by derek..

some updates on ytd's chalet.. i tot it was suppose to be a 2C chalet.. but.. it ended up to be like a SOS chalet.. with some special guests like huimin, shuning, her bf, and me.. hahas.. but overall it was fun!.. kh, wj, ah gong and jonathan had rented cars for convenience sake.. so kin hock and wj came to pick me up fr my workplace, and we headed off to novena to pick huimin up and lastly to tpy to pick clement up.. we reached the chalet at around 7 plus i think.. kim hock was driving, while the rest of us was busy slpin.. hahas..

and i found out that huimin have been accepted into NUS pharma also!!.. which means to say if she accepts the offer, we will be future classmates.. yeah!.. then at least i wun feel so lonely in the course..

a short while later after we arrived, shuning came.. huimin was playing cooking mama in the room.. me and shuning were watching ah wang in the room.. i dun really feel like gg out cos i suddenly felt a bit awkward to tok to them as they are all SOS members.. hard to blend into there world man.. but after that, the 3 of us decided to go out and mingle a bit la.. if not liek so dao lidat.. and it all went well.. we joke and tok to each other like last time..

the guys drank a lot.. and in the end, airell, jun hui was super drunk.. ernest, jason, ivan were still not as drunk as they could still keep themself awake.. after the BBQ we went into the room to play a game called SABOTEUR.. at first i was quite blur abt the game.. but after a while, i got addicted to the game.. and so is huimin.. wahahas.. which resulted in us reaching home at 2am in the morning.. really glad that they went to rent cars as we dun need to be restricted by last bus or last train..

and so thns guys for the perfect chalet!.. with nice food, flexiblity and convenience!... buais.. ppl.. =)

2008-04-15T14:46:00.003+08:00

last sat met wing, sand, jun, tong and mic to go to a dong bei restaurant to hui wei the last few days at shanghai last yr.. time really flies.. it has been one yr since we came back from our itp at shanghai.. and i can still rmember very clearly, how the 7 of us had spend our days in Shanghai.. all the lunch, dinner, washing of clothes, gg out to explore, our shao1 kao3 dian4, etc etc... too many nice memories there le.. hahas..

and yes! we went to this dong bei restaurant located near kallang mrt station.. when we were walking there, it was raining super heavily.. and we all say that it's because of sandra.. hahas.. cos evt we go kallang with sandra, it will be raining super heavily.. lols! We basically "swim" our way from kallang MRT to the restaurant, though it's only like 1 street away.. We had fun there and took a number of fotos.. the dishes we had in shanghai are mostly available there.. hahas.. and the taste is almost the same!.. so it was super nice.. in addition, it is also quite affordable.. we ate till we were all full.. and it onli cost us 9 bucks each.. it was indeed a fulfilling lunch!.. thns guys for the meet up.. we shall have more meet up at that restaurant.. okay?!.. hehes.. i lazy to upload the pics.. but i will upload it soon!..

After the lunch, sand, wing, tong and mic went to rent their robe for grad ceremony.. while me and jun took the train back to kovan.. i need to bring xiao ai to the vet while jun need to go tuition..

Met Don at around 3pm to bring xiao ai to the vet.. hais.. sad can.. one oh her eyes like a bit inflammed.. super worried.. and the vet prescribe a eyedrops for him.. i followed her insructions by cleaning the eye and applyin the eyedrop.. but still.. it is still inflammed!.. HOW?!?! omg.. dunno when xiao ai can fully recover.. everytime i clean and apply the eyedrops.. he will look as though he's in pain.. sad!!!.. but i dunno wat i can do already.. only can cross my fingers for him.. hais..

after that, i went to sk for tkd training.. the training was ok.. but i slipped did a "very forceful side split".. and i tink this caused me to over stretch my muscles.. and i couldn't walk properly on sun and mon.. but i tink i'm alrite today le.. hahas.. in addition, i blocked bing ru's kick in a wrong manner.. i forgot to clench my fist.. and there goes my thumb!.. it's blue black now.. and i can't use any strength from my thumb.. lols!..

that's all for the pass few days.. will update on the coming class chalet on thurs as well as the appraisal dinner on fri.. buais ppl!.. =)

2008-04-10T14:45:00.002+08:00

It's 2:45pm.. and miss lim is inside the office, abt to doze off.. omg.. she's super slpy can!... hahahas... so here she is typin in all her crap and nonsense.. before i really drift off.. i shall post do some updating..

Ytd met win and YY for dinner after work.. we went to fish and co.. and i tried the new york fish and chips.. oh god! it's as oily as ever!.. felt so sinful after eating it.. did some crapping and catch ups over dinner.. and it was a nice feeling..i miss YY and win very much.. hahhas.. after dinner was mango ice at PS de ice monster..hmmm.. it was not as fantastic as wat i've ate that time at the bencoolen outlet with my sis... tt's y i feel that the branch outlets will not be as fantastic as the main outlet.. it was a nice hanging ut session with my long old frens.. we've known each other since i was in sec 2.. and i'm glad our frenship lasted for so long.. these are the frens i wan to keep with me forever and ever.. =D

this mornin checked SAS for the awards i'm awarded.. and it was quite a happy suprise for me.. hahas.. and my sis promised me a hp when she's back fr shanghai!.. yeah! hehes.. yups.. that's abt it le.. gg off to slack.. lookin forward to ice cream with "my sweetheart" later on.. buais ppl..

2008-04-06T21:37:00.003+08:00

Yeah!!!.. i finally brought home 2 piggies.. so here's the credits:

1) Thns Linda for givin me the cage!
2) Thns Jessica da sao for intro-ing her fren to me.. so i got a 20% discount for the stuffs..
3) Thns Sandra and her dad for fetchin me to the farm and then back home..Really a million thns!!
4) Thns Daddy for helpin me with the 2oKG de bedding from our void deck to our hse..
5) and finally.. Thns myself for forkin out quite a big sum of money.. hahas.. but i knoe it's worth it.. cos i finally can have a companion at home.. =)

So here's my 1.5 mths old piggies..

This is xiao ke aka coco..

This is xiao ai..

So both of them add tgt will become xiao ke ai.. hahahs..
xiao ke ai.. fr now on i shall take vert good care of both of u.. and make sure both of you stay healthy and happy always!.. =)

2008-04-05T00:16:00.005+08:00

the past few days were mundane but happy.. although similar things always happen.. but i guess this mundane happiness have ended.. hahahs.. my "idol" who is super duper lame have officially left the company.. then i'm left with no one who got the time to crap with me during office hrs.. and i will expect time to pass by slowly on this comin mon..

I have slowly get used to the office hrs and my job as a temp sales admin in DSD-OSP.. however, i am only a temp la.. get used also no use la.. cos i'll be leaving soon after cass comes back fr her maternity leave.. which is like abt 1 mth from now.. i guess when it's time for me to leave OSP, i will feel she bu de bahs.. cos my dept de ppl are a bunch of nice ppl.. aiyo.. why i tokin abt leavin so fast le.. hahahs..i still have 1 more mth!.. hahahas..

Today went for interview at NUS.. the interview started much earlier than i expected.. hahas.. when i arrived in NUS, i actually got a hard time finding my way towards S4.. i was like walkin round and round lor.. and it's like the place is under renovation.. so the road are really complicated.. in addition, the sun is super sunny can.. omg!.. by the time i finally found my way, i was like perspiring like hell can.. i felt so shitified den.. i was like cursing the S4.. i keep tinkin S4 stands for sickening 4 and stupid 4.. whahahs.. i dun even have the heart to think if wat to say later on for the interview..

But of cos, miss lim have to cool and calm down before gg for the interview.. and luckily, the interviewers are very nice and frenly ppl.. so i was less nervous as compared to the interview at NTU.. the interview is more like a chatting session for me.. hope i will be able to get in.. cos i think actually pharm is also a not bad course.. it is also a not bad profession.. and stacy said if i'm really accepted, i shld go for pharm instead of accts.. cos accts u can take private nxt time.. however, i can't study outside for pharm.. yeahs.. so.. point taken.. thns Stacy!

yups..after the interview, met lance, stacy, damson and sammy for lunch.. cos lance got his new car ytd.. and i shall not comment much on his car.. hahhahahas.. =p his driving skill ok la.. not bad.. can say is a safe driver.. xiong ye.. miss lim will miss ur presence in the office acting busy de.. waahhahahas.. =)

after lunch went back office.. saw a bar of hersheys de dark choc!.. happys!! thns andrea for the choc!.. i knoe she wan miss lim to be a happier gal.. thns lots!..

overall.. today can be considered a happy day for miss lim.. i'm really glad i get to knoe new frens in OSP.. hope this time round it can be really forever frens?.. hahahs.. btw.. below are some of the photos we took during our partyworld session on mon..

Off we go!!.. stacy is the driver of the day!...

This is our cute driver who is learnin hard to tie the tie.. =0

hmmm.. wat is lance and de sheng doin ne?.. hmmm.. hahahas..

my "idol" singin!!.. wahahhas..

Pretty Stacy + mischievous miss lim

Grp foto!!..

My qin ai de and Me!..

Me and Lance.. =)

willy and me.. =p

me and desheng..

me and AndreA!..

That's all.. i lazy to uploas more.. hahas.. buais ppl..

2008-04-01T10:57:00.002+08:00

on fri nite, i revived my lappie!.. happy!... wahahas..

but.. miss lim's bad luck is still following her.. cos ytd on her way to work, some stupid kuku stepped on her slippers, and there goes her slippers.. the strap is detached.. and she practically dragged her foot all the way from tiong bahru plaza to rivervalley point tower.. SUPER SUAY!!.. sickening inconsiderate singaporeans.. dun even knoe how to say sorry when u've caused so much inconvenience to others!..

another incident to prove this point is when this mornin i went to take NEL to work.. omg.. the train is super packed for every cabins.. however, passengers will still squeeze their way in no matter wat.. i knoe they are afraid that they will be late for work.. but.. they dun need to push so hard de rite?.. hais.. so miss got nth to say lor.. singaporeans are just kiasu..

forget abt all those unlucky and unhappy events le.. now comes the happy events!

ytd went to partyworld with desheng, willy, andrea, stacy and lance.. as usual, de sheng is still super crappy when singing the tuo diao by alex toh.. afterwhich he will just sit there and listen to us sing.. and he was super gay ytd can.. snatch my idol for the whole nite!.. *JEALOUS*.. wahahahs.. jkjk.. den of cos, we gals sing better than the guys.. but among the guys i think lance sang the nicest.. hehes.. i had lots of fun during the 4 short hours.. and i really enjoyed myself.. i lazy to upload the photos.. so nxt time when i not lazy den i shall upload them.. hhehes..

and btw.. i've decided to just bring home the guinea pig and let my mummy scold me for a period of time.. it's worth it as at least i get to keep guinea pig at home.. =p

2008-03-28T08:50:00.002+08:00

early in the morning at 8:50 am.. miss lim is using her company lappie to blog.. WHY??.. becos.. miss lim's lappie commited suicide on the 26th nite.. lols.. and now is still at her hse, waiting for her to safe it (if possible).. If miss lim can't save it, she will send it to the hospital.. hais..

SO... miss lim is lappy-less again.. and she will hav nth to do when she's at home.. hahas.. but nvm.. luckily there's class outing on sat followed by tkd, and sundays are usually for her tuitions.. so she will be occupied even w/o her lappy!.. =)

miss lim wans a guinea pig! or a doggie is even better.. but she dun dare to wish for more.. so a guinea pig will be sufficient for her rite now.. =)

*miss lim is prayin*

2008-03-26T20:07:00.002+08:00

just finished 2 interviews -> moe (ytd) and NTU (today).. i dunno how i did for both interviews as wat i knoe is i am super nervous and my english sucks.. i think i hav done moi best le.. so i shall just sit back and keep my fingers cross and wait for good news! hahas.. hopefully the news will be good.. lols..

sians.. recently i saw super cute doggies and guinea pigs at those pet shops.. they are really super duper kawai.. i seriously feel like bringin them back home!.. but.. my mummy dun allow.. i knoe it will take up space in the house.. but.. at least i hav an companion.. all she knows is to work and work and work.. she no need to rest but i need to rest.. and when i'm restin i just wish i can play with my pet at home instead of gg out to spend money.. hais..

I think i might just bring home a guinea pig one day and dun care whether will kena scolding fr her a not.. i heck care le.. hmpf!..

2008-03-21T20:14:00.004+08:00

Today went out with jun.. we had an enjoying session out at bugis!..
hahas.. with all the walking, eating and camwhoring.. hehehs..

met her 1pm at kovan.. den we went to sim lim to buy my webcam.. so that my sis will be able to see me through video call in msn.. =) happy!.. den we went to walk around bugis junction.. i bought a pressie for a person.. hehes.. den after tat we actually wanted to eat seoul gardens de.. but in the end, we went to eat sakae sushi instead.. the price increase from 1.90 pe plate to 1.99 per plate le.. and the red plate reduce from 6.50 to only 4.99.. which i feel that it is better this way.. hahas.. and so, both of us ate a total of 26.95.. which might be equivalent to the amt of one person in seoul gardens.. hahas.. **MONEY SAVED**

after eating, we found a place to sit down and start taking photos.. and so.. we managed to save some money again by not taking neoprints.. hehes..

the "collection" of fotos taken by us today will be uploaded later.. =)

2008-03-21T19:46:00.004+08:00

ytd (20/03/08) was a super bad luck day for me..

reasons being:

1) I got a paper cut while working.
2) My pearly soyabean was confiscated by the STUPID SICKENGING and FREAKING IDIOT MRT personnel.
3) A lady lost balance on the LRT and there goes my foot, which suffered from the heels of the lady
4)Went to buy bubble tea.. but the person forgot to add PEARL for me.. OMG...

And so... i decided to DEMAND for my pearls!!.. wahahahahhas...

I'm seriously fed up with the MRT personnel can.. i hav seen so so so many ppl who is drinking on the train and platform lor.. and i seriously think that it is super unfair to confiscate ppl's drink.. the rule of no drinkin on the platform and in the MRT is a stupid rule.. Can't someone who is super duper thirsty just hav a sip of the drink? is it really that hard to allow a person to drink on the platform????? dun tell me you STUPID SICKENING and FREAKING IDIOTS dun drink while u are working??

REMEMBER THAT YOU IDIOTS ARE ACTUALLY WORKIN IN THE MRT STATIONS.. SO EVEN IF YOU ALL DRINK INSIDE THE CONTROL ROOM, IT IS STILL CONSIDER PART OF THE STATION!!!! SO IT IS SO UNFAIR TO CONFISCATE PASSENGERS DRINK WHEN U ALL ARE ACTUALLY ALSO DRINKIN IN THE STATION!!!!! UNLESS YU IDIOTS CAN PROVE TO ME THAT YOU ALL DUN DRINK IN THE CONTROL STATION AS WELL..HMPF!!!!.... DEN NXT TIME IF THESE IDIOTS DIE OF THIRST.. I'LL BE THE FIRST ONE T LAHGH OUT LOUD..

ok.. enuff of my complain.. met up wit tiong, ella, win, mun, dennis and jun xian for pool after my tuition ytd.. it was a fun gathering session, even though it is onli a short period of time.. but i think when a grp of ppl go play pool, the resulting effect can onli be one word: SIANS.. cos you need to wait quite long for your turn to play.. so i still prefer small grps.. =) anyways.. it was still a fun session with them..

2008-03-16T23:54:00.003+08:00

I've finally seen the true colours of some ppl le..

they will ignore you if they think u r not impt to them..

I will try to ignore and forget evt concerning these ppl..

though i knoe i can't blame those ppl..

cos i might be this kind of ppl as well..

but still.. i will start my dislike for those ppl..

so that my life will slowly turn fr thunderstorm to sunshine..

ms lim.. jiayou in forgettin!.. i knoe you can do it de..

2008-03-16T19:12:00.002+08:00

sometimes i just hope that i could just die in a car accident and get it over wit my life...

I'm seriously lost and dying of boredom..

I'm living like a robot nowadays..

work, tuition, taekwondo, and lastly,..

hiding the real me.. until a point i also dunno who's the real me..

my ALL time companion

2008-03-15T16:55:00.015+08:00

I hereby showcase my ALL time COMPANIONS..

1) My OP wallet fr my sis

2) My more than 3 years old hp

3) My keys

4) My approx 1 yr old ipod nano

5) My NDSL

6) My Rubik's cube

7) My Basic Theory handbook

8) My umbrella

9) My (sis) necklace

10) My PRECIOUS ring

Yups.. the above 10 items are my all time companion..

I'll always bring them with me to where ever i go..

especially the ring..

even though i bought the ring for myself..

i just feel the special connection btwn me and the ring..

i will end this post by showning my masterpiece using my ring..

Nice?.. LOVE IT.. =)

P.S. My newly acknowledge "grandson" gave me this for my new camera..

(it's just the strap.. the ring is just to make the pic nicer.. lols..)

THANKS GRANDSON.. hahas.. =p

I'm sorry bro..

I know you must be feeling super terrible now..

but i seriously can't do anyhting to help u..

u need to help urself..

I'M SORRY..

MISSLIM

2008-03-15T02:07:00.006+08:00

i just realise that Ms Lim is tired of..

her life
her way of living
her busy schedule
her fucked up life in relationships
her sickening strong front put up to others
her always day dreamin personality
her redundant lameness
her noisy envt
her not smoke-free envt
her pickiness
her alone life
her enviousness of others
her bank having no money
her sad sad life
her SERIOUSLY 'no life' life
her cowardness
her stubborness
her dunno how to express herself -ness
her dunno how to grab hold of ppl who was once meant for her

aiya!..

BASICALLY IS..
HER EVERYTHING!!..

the only thing that she knows how to do the best is to... ... ...
LIVE IN SELF-DELUSION and KEEP LYING TO HERSELF..
by telling herself nobody in the world is perfect..

but somehow.. I just dun like to be MYSELF..
THEMEMYSELFANDI..HATES!

and i guess many ppl would also have this kind of feelin..

WHATEVER..

just let me be a loner and dao-ster..
ignore me if u see me on the streets..
as i might be ignoring whoever is passing by
By hoping for a mr right to appear is of no use..
so what's the point?
ya.. but miss lim still insist on living by that msg in her mind..

SO...

JUST IGNORE HER!!..
JUST IGNORE HER ENTRIES..
JUST IGNORE HER EVERYTHING..
JUST IGNORE HER EXISTANCE..
JUST IGNORE HER VOICE..
JUST IGNORE HER COMPLETELY..
AND MOST IMPORTANTLY
JUST IGNORE HER EMO-ING..

2008-03-11T10:53:00.002+08:00

SAD!!..
My gal just msged me sayin her A maths is gg down slope!!
hais.. i guess i need to work hard with her to grab an A1 for her O's..
Approximately another 7 more mths to her impt exams..
I NEED TO HELP HER..

which means i need to sacrifice my playin and resting time for her..
we jiayou tgt bahs.. =)

2008-03-10T14:17:00.003+08:00

miss lim left her hp @ HOME AGAIN!!..
but she brought her hp pouch out..
LOLS..

how can someone rem to bring an empty hp pouch out without realising that she had left her hp at home?!?!
OMG!!!!

think i'm getting blurrheaded nowadays.. SHARKS!..

wonderful weekend!

2008-03-09T23:06:00.004+08:00

as the title imply, i had a wonderful weekend.. all thns to Edwin, Lay Tiong and Ella..

Fri nite went amk tkd.. after trainin played badminton for a while.. my skill still not bad la.. hahas.. then bing ru, shun xian, me, laytiong and ella went to coffeeshop.. they ate western.. den tok rubbish and crap a lot.. lols..

Sat mornin went to ECP with win.. ate breakfast at mac, den went to roller blade for 2 hrs.. after that, i rented bicycle as well cos i very long nv cycle le.. so the nxt 2 hrs i cycled while win bladed.. so for the whole 4 hrs, we were both under the SCORCHING SUN, BAKING our SKIN.. lols.. so in the end kena sun burn.. it's so funny can.. it's the first time i kena sunburn at ECP.. lols.. and it's super painful and red.. and so i called myself a red lobster!.. hahas..

after the 4 hrs at ECP, we were both super tired.. me actually wanted to go NTU openhse with jun and chop de.. but in the end i very lazy to go all the way to boon lay just to go for the openhse.. so i decided to go to win's hse to rest.. the first thing i did after i step into his hse was to lie flat on his sofa.. hahas.. and i fell aslp on his sofa.. after u woke up i went to shower den off we go to CPP to hav our dinner..

after dinner went to sk tkd for training.. edwin accompanied me there.. so sweet of him even though he looks tired to me.. and the pants he wore still reminds me of a joke, which i shan't elaborate here.. hahas..

after training went to mac tok rubbish again den ella, laytiong, win and me headed off to kovan for pool session.. i guess i'm just addicted.. ahhaas.. win was super accurate and pro ytd nite lor.. i tink can fight with laytiong le.. but i didn't hav much mood to play.. cos i was feelin kinda tired.. however, the pool session was still fun in regardless of the constant heat that is radiating out from my skin and the constant pain that i'm feeling.. and also not forgetting the constant coldness i'm feelin due to the air-con..

after the pool session, we went to a curry rice shop near my hse to eat.. of cos i didn't eat.. tiong and win ate the curry rice, while ella ate porridge.. then off i go.. home sweet home..

then woke up at 8:30am this morning.. thinkin of all sorts of strategies to help isa improve her answering skills, as well as scoring for her o's.. i think and think and think.. and i fell back to slp for about 30 mins.. before gg tuition at 10:15..

den, later in the afternoon, met up with win at bugis cos he wanna buy jeans.. i reached there first.. it's was so so so crowded can!.. omg!!.. i think there is a taiwanese boy band conducting a qian chang hui there.. then after win arived, we cross over to bugis street.. and as expected.. it was super crowded at the entry there.. so sickening.. hate other ppl's body brushing against my body.. even if it's just my hands.. i seriously dun like.. so i tried to kept a distance from those strangers.. and followed win very closely.. then we walked around bugis street.. but he didn't managed to get a new jeans..

so decided to call tiong and ella to go watch movie.. but the movie that is showin now is not that fantastic.. so went to have dinner at ajisen instead.. i ate the vocalno ramen.. and OMG! it's super duper hot!!.. i didn't managed to finish the ramen..

after dinner, win went to tpy to get some hamster stuffs and at the same time go see ex-colleagues.. while me tiong and ella wanna go get some tau huay at selegie.. however, in the end, we ended up in J8 cos i wanna buy deathnote 1 and 2 de movie dvd.. and so.. i bought the 2 movies as well as another movie starred by zai zai named "hu die yin".. i also went to buy the basic theory handbook to prepare myself for the BTT..

so i went home with 3 movies and 1 book!.. happy!.. hahas..

that's the end of my long post.. gg off to watch my movie le.. nites ppl!.. =)

2008-03-07T16:27:00.009+08:00

not sure if i've posted this before in my blog.. but i'll post it once again.. i just did a similar persoanlity quizzes that i think i took before.. so here's the result of my tests:

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

The Real You

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.

You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.

You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.

Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.

Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

What's your personality love style

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

2008-03-03T23:32:00.008+08:00

tonite's weather is super nice for slpin..
feel so guilty towards two ppl..
cos i drag them out to play pool wit me..
ultra super duper sorry guys..
it wun happen again.. i'll try to predict the weather nxt time.. =p

first lesson learnt: must predict the weather before askin ppl out..

second lesson learnt: nv to let 2 guys unfamiliar wit each other to meet.. the situation will become ultra super duper weird..

i dun like today pool session.. cos our table is surrounded with sickening bunch of young + old ah beng and ah lians.. i'm sure most of them are underage.. damn it.. and words that came out of their mouth is ultra super duper "clean".. seriously feel like givin each of them a big slap on their faces.. they r so damn young.. and yet.. hais.. the society is seriously changin.. kids nowadays is getting fr bad to worse.. hais.. dunnno wat to say le.. dunnno how their parents teach them de..

my pool skills still suck..
need to brush up a lot in order to be on par with win and small boi.. =p
but also bu hao yi si to keep askin them to play pool wit me..
sad.. hmmm.. hav to tink of ways to train secretly.. hahas..

after pool went to eat.. sinful.. took some fotos.. cos we just love takin fotos..
xing wang's mochi is very nice.. very diff fr outside de.. and one of the chicken dish is nice.. but i forgot the name of e dish le.. here's some of the pics:

Win + me

nice?

lor mai kai + mochi

The chix dish

Satisfied.. cos he's full..

advertising for hong kong island???

nites ppl..

*When will my mr right appear? i'm ultra super duper sian of my life now.. emo-ing time..*

2008-03-02T17:11:00.003+08:00

suddenly felt like drawing the symbol for L.. cos really can't think of anything to do at home.. and so here's my masterpiece.. =)

i think it's not bad la.. will try to learn how to draw by heart..

2008-03-01T13:40:00.009+08:00

I finally got myself a new camera which solely belong to me!.. so happy.. hees.. I can finally not share a camera with my sis le.. so no matter where i go.. i can always take a cam wit me and no need to compromise with my sis as to which who is bringin the cam out.. YEAH! This OLYMPUS FE-230 camera now belongs to Miss Lim Pei Qi.. hehes.. I so in love with it even though it is not the latest camera nor does it comes with fantastic functions.. i will make sure it will always be in good condition and under my protection.. wahahahhas...

I tried taking photos with it.. i took all the diff angles ad areas of my room.. but it can't be posted here cos it's really super messy.. but.. i can show you guys a close up of my daddy's tattoo..

it's a Dragon!.. No!.. its a Leopard!.. hahas..

Actaully is one on each arm la.. looks so cool.. but i tink i would rather not have it.. cos my daddy told me it's super painful.. and also.. it will stay with you forever!.. so better dun go hav one.. it just doesn't suit my character..

Nxt.. Lao Ban, Lao Ban Niang, Jun Xian and me decided to go play pool at nite.. this is the 2nd time the 4 of us go play pool tgt.. the 1st time was the eve of CNY eve.. both sessions were just as enjoyable.. jun xian is very lame and funny.. he tried to sit and hold things like L.. but i forgot to take a foto of him in L's posture.. hahas.. but.. we took some other fotos..

Lao Ban (Lay Tiong)..

This is him in action..

Lao Ban Niang (Ella)..

This is her in action..

Jun Xian..

This is him in action..

Me..

This is me in action..

Me + Ella..

Me + Jun Xian..

SP Ah Beng??.. hahas..

Pool!!.. one of my fav hobby!!..

Wonderful nite out.. Thanks for all the laughters.. Will always remain as beautiful memories in my mind.. =D

L change the world

2008-02-29T10:23:00.006+08:00

Watched L change the world on wed with jun tong and sand.. hmmm.. i think the movie will be more appealing to those who studies science.. the movie is actually mostly abt the ebola virus.. the symptoms of the ebola virus infection is quite gross in the movie lor.. and mind u.. infection by this virus in real life is deadly.. and i tink the vaccine for this virus have not yet been found.

read some reviews on this movie.. all were not very positive.. i dunno why either.. but i think wat they feel abt the movie is confirm totally diff fr mine.. in this movie, L is still very attractive.. he's super clever.. and in some scenes.. he's very cute and funny.. the way he sits, eats, type, and behaviour is so cute can.. omg.. and also in the movie, when he's dealing with the kids.. is super cute and funny.. it's unlike of the L in manga.. which i tink is a good move of the director.. towards the end of the movie, i actually cried.. which means to say.. it is quite touching towards the end.. or maybe i just felt sad cos L died at the end of the 23 days.. hais.. how i wish there will be another movie on L.. which is possible!! hahas.. will be waiting.. hehes.. L is just so attractive.. hahas..

this is L in the movie

this is L in real life (Ken'ichi Matsuyama)

not much diff actually.. but real life looks more shuai.. and movie looks very attractive.. i guess is becos of the manga character L, who is super witty and weird.. ahahas.. k la.. tt's all.. buais ppl..

2008-02-19T12:25:00.010+08:00

yeahs..

now ish lunch time.. Andrea is not in office today.. so time passes super slowly.. decided to hav lunch wit jiahui at 1pm.. but dunno whether can a not.. lols.. but i tink nobody will care abt all these in olympus de.. hahas..

so here i am bloggin again.. i hav started workin for abt 1 wk le.. evt is ok bah i guess.. everyday come to office crap with Andrea, eat, slack, do a bit of things.. super slack.. hahaas..

the dept i'm in got a handsome guy.. he resembles Zheng Bo Fu can!!.. omg!!.. his name is Lance.. so eveyday just stare at his back view can le.. dun really dare to tok to him.. aiya.. but too bad.. he's attached le.. hahas.. s'pore must hav more of this kind of guys.. lols.. here's a foto of how Zheng Bo Fu looks like:

hahas.. super shuai rite.. =D

if can i shall take a foto wit him.. then u all can see the resemblance.. hehes.. that's onli possible when i got the courage to tok to him.. lols.. i still feel shy when i see him.. LOLS!!!..

k lar.. that's all for the moment.. lookin forward to the class chalet at nite!

2008-02-14T09:21:00.002+08:00

hahas.. first post of the day.. cos i'm bored again.. lols.. i tink i need to find some stuff to do.. if not i will feel a bit pai seh.. cos like do nth then take their pay.. lols.. =)

2008-02-13T22:27:00.017+08:00

3rd day of work.. still not too bad.. today my boss (Yamaguchi san) treated the DSD dept to lunch.. drove us to great world city to eat the ramen.. waohs!.. the ramen was superb.. damn nice can.. hahas.. then nth much at work also.. quite bored today also.. but can chat a bit with Andrea.. she's a nice lady.. very cute, funny and nice.. hope i can knoe more ppl in OSP.. den my 3 months will not be that boring le.. hahas.. hope tml will be better.. and i wan to do some work!!.. pls!.. give me some work to do tml!.. hahas.. =)

today supposedly ish gg to watch ah long with sheng de.. but in the end.. he ps me.. but.. later in the afternoon.. edwin msg me!!.. so we went to watch CJ7 tgt after work.. the show was very funny lor.. den i feel that it's qute touching towards the end of the movie.. so not bad not bad.. worth the $7.. hahas.. edwin is just the person who is superb.. i'm glad he's my god-bro cum very long frens.. that's all..

nites ppl..

2008-02-12T23:10:00.001+08:00

ah long pte ltd!!.. here i come!!.. hahas..
will be watchin it tml with sheng..
qi is happy!
hahas.. yeah..

Nites..

2008-02-12T12:50:00.001+08:00

i'm bored again.. hahas.. lets see how many times i can feel bored within a day... hahahs..

2nd post of today

2008-02-12T10:16:00.000+08:00

i'm now blogging from the office.. this goes to show that i ish super duper bored!!.. hahas.. sians..

2008-02-11T23:14:00.000+08:00

today ish the first day of work at OLYMPUS singapore pte ltd.. wat i can say is that admin work is not as easy as it may seems to be.. there's still a lot of things to be done, printed and signed.. and records to be kept in a very organised manner..

i just hope that i can cope with the tasks that is within my job scope, as well as helpin my collegues to do certain things when they are overseas.. *cross fingers*..

qi must jiayou!!..

hahas.. after work, went for dinner wit edwin.. dinner was at Qi Ji.. it was my first time eatin there.. and the nasi lemak was indeed not bad.. yups.. so i guess that's abt it.. gg off to my dreamland le.. nites ppl!.. =)

2008-02-10T21:43:00.001+08:00

today ish the 4th day of CNY.. a small 2C gathering was held at ernest's place.. overall quite fun.. the guys are still as united as before.. but sad to say.. the gals like not very bonded le lehs.. sadded.. onli 3 gals went, that is lin lin, shuning and me.. but overall it was quite fun.. the guys were taking turns to play their fifa.. until now i still dun understand why they are so in love with the game.. the rest if us played blackjack.. rong de and ernest were the bankers for the 1st set.. i guess they had won lots of $$.. amos and kin hock was the banker for the 2nd set.. however.. i guess their luck wasn't as good as SRD and ernest.. i tink they either won a bit or lose a bit.. hahas.. that amos didn't take note of his pool of money.. lols..

then the guys started playing with very mini toy cars.. quite funny to see them play.. hahas.. then at around 6 plus shuning, lin lin and me went home..

k lar.. that's abt it.. my room is in a big mess now.. need to go pack so that i can hav a good start for tml's first day @ work.. and as well as the start of my busy workin days.. lookin forward to the watchin ah long pte ltd on wed with sheng.. =)

buais ppl.. tata.. =D

2008-02-07T23:49:00.000+08:00

first of all.. HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYBODy!.. it's time for collecting ang baos once again.. time really flies pass super duper fast.. an it's time for relatives gathering again.. and just like the past few yrs.. we reached my father's side at around 2:30pm.. den left at abt 4 bahs.. then jiu head straight towards sembawang.. my mother's side.. the only difference for this yr CNY is that jie is away for attachment in shanghai.. and my da sao, jessica came over to our relatives' hse to bai nian..

my cousin, jing ting ROM with her bf le.. ping ping also finally brought her very long bf over to bai nian.. so.. i guess my mummy's side de family is expanding!.. so interesting.. i wonder when will be moi turn.. lols.. as usual.. i still like the idea of seeing my cousins, especially him la.. i also dunno why.. i just felt that i can click with him.. aiya.. i dunno what the hell am i thinkin abt la.. i seriously have to stop thinkin of foolish things man.. sians..

dun feel like writin further le.. so i shall end here by sayin.. i enjoyed 2008 de CNY.. and i got myself an admin job at olympus.. gotta start work on mon.. so i think i need to have a good time management so that i can cope well with both my office job and my tuition.. peiqi jiayou oh!!.. =)

buais ppl..

the END of POLY LIFE.. HAPPY or SAD??

2008-01-30T02:12:00.000+08:00

poly life has come to an end.. thou its not officially an end as there's still exam results and graduation day coming soon.. made a huge careless mistake when answering the last qns of the agrotech paper.. and the qns tt came out wasn't totally as expected.. and also being fickle-minded in the mcq also led to the lost of some marks.. but overall.. i still hope i can get an 'A' la..

now that poly life have ended.. i'm really confuse in wat i shld continue to pursue.. there's teaching, maths, life sci and accounting.. but i tink i shld be applyin for as many as i can.. hahas.. but 1st choice i will listen to my kor's advice in applyin for accountancy.. thou i dunno if it's a wise choice.. but.. i believe if i can get in.. it's already a miracle.. cos i feel that i just can't make it for the interviews.. this is one big hurdle i need to overcome in order to have a successful life ahead.. so peiqi and also to some of the others who might be reading this entry!!.. u must pull urself up!.. stop blaming others for not giving u the attention and time u wan.. it's time to really grow up and face the beautiful world.. u are born to this world for a reason.. dun be sad for not getting wat u wan.. cos.. someone will appear whom will see u as his/her world.. =) LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL!!.. >.<

a bit tired le.. went dinner and k box with edwin just now.. i still like his accompany.. i guess he's a good companion to a lot of his frens.. thns edwin for the time.. i enjoyed myself just now.. =)

good nite ppl!..

2008-01-24T15:38:00.000+08:00

just finish the moule which have been a 'killer module' for many people.. actually i tink its not very killer la.. as long as u pay attenttion in class.. and try to understand all the processes.. it will all eventually make sense to you..

actually wat's so scary abt exams is becos the qns to be asked cannot be anticipated.. and u will worry this and that.. but when u sit down there lookin at the qns.. u will feel like vomitin.. in the sense vomitin all that u have understood.. so.. exam is actually a time for u to vomit out evt.. and u will feel much better after that.. hahas.. kinda make sense bahs..

felt so lousy nowadays.. took over my sis's student for tuition.. i really forgots most of the sec sch stuff.. sec1 is still ok.. but.. the sec4 one makes me feel super stress.. i dunno in wat way i can be of help to her.. and i dun hav the confidence to teach a sec4 student when i'm only a graduating poly student.. how i wish my sis haven't gone for the shanghai attachment.. then i wun be facing all these ALONE.. yes!.. ALONE.. i dun wan to be alone.. i dun wan to be forgotten and erased for ppl's mind.. i knoe tis isn't possible.. but.. i just wan someone to appear in my life and really be my best fren who will treat my with their true heart.. i'm kinda envious of my sis to have a fren like pearlin.. she's like a pearl to her.. i also wan a fren like this.. but.. it's hard.. evt when i feel that this very person is someone who will always be there for me de actually doesn't appear to be real.. i will either be forgotten, excluded or simply ignored for certain things/events/gatherings.. but i guess is becos i have a image of study study and study.. and they will simply not ask me anything as they assume that i will be studyin.. hais.. i really used to tink i have this grp of frens who will be my frens FOREVER.. but i guess.. the grp of frens is not for real.. i'm sorry to say this.. but it's true.. u guys may not notice it.. but i knoe.. we ARE drifting apart.. i dun wan to face the reality.. I DUN WAN!!.. i dunno whether it is a mistake to be so studies-oriented.. i seriously dunno.. and now that even my sis is not in s'pore, not by my side to give me encouragement.. i seriously feel so... ... ... i'm lost.. i dun like tht fact that i'm born to this world and i dun wan to be peiqi.. someone who does not make a difference to others.. I DUN WAN!!..

Jie i miss u so so so much.. i wan to see u.. i wan to feel ur presence, i wan to hear ur voice and ur nonsense.. thou i dun have much of such moments ever since u got ur baby.. but.. i really wan ur presence.. even just for a while.. i'm really scared and lost right now.. Jie.. dun leave me alone as well.. pls dun.. u and daddy mummy are the ones i love most.. JIE.. I MISS YOU!!..

2008-01-17T11:57:00.000+08:00

3 yrs of poly life is really comin to an end.. i'm gonna miss all those lame and funny days DBT/class 02 hav given me for the past 3 yrs.. thou i can get super angry with all those lame tricks u guys always do.. but come to tink of it now.. it is really all those lame actions u guys did that had brightened and add colours to the 3 yrs of poly life.. in addtion, i will also not forget all the DS-ing sessions: mario kart-ing, bomberman, mario party.. its really fun to play tgt.. i will always remember all the DS time cos we wun hav such a chance to play DS as often tgt anymore after we graduate.. and also not forgetting.. the rubiks cube!!.. all thns to Mr Steven Yong who got almost the entire DBT/3B02 to get addicted in solving the cube and also competing with each other.. i guess our class is seriously very contagious class.. cos.. we have abt 4 PSP, 6 DS and 7 rubiks cubes in class!!.. hahas..

and also not forgetting my dearest MPH.. we shared so much joy and stressful times tgt.. all the datasheets, practical sessions, presentations, FYP.. i'm really glad and greatful that MPH can still stay as close tgt for the whole of 3 yrs, despite all those quarrels, jealousy, PMS-ing, and also the fact that some of the clicks fell out wit one another.. jun and tong: i love both of you!! muahs!.. really a million thns for evt!!..

and now that we are left with 2 more papers.. jiayou ppl!!.. study hard and give your best shot for the final sem exam in poly!!.. GOOD LUCK!!..=)

2007-12-24T23:55:00.000+08:00

this shall be a random post.. i just feel like writing out what i'm thinking now..

first.. i wanna wish everyone a MERRY X'MAS!!.. and i guess i had the most meaningful x'mas this yr.. for the past 19 years.. X'mas is just another public holiday.. but.. from now on.. it is not just a public holiday.. it is a day for sharing, giving and thanksgiving for what god had done for us.. i finally knoe the true meaning for celebrating x'mas.. thns to steve and my kor.. had a wonderful experience at their churches..

well.. i do believe in god.. but i seriously dunno wat's holding me back from becoming a beliver.. i really dunno.. maybe i'm afraid that my dad would be super angry if i become one.. i'm afraid to make him disappointed and angry.. or perhaps i'm just scared of what others will think abt me.. just like wat i used to think abt the christians.. i used to find them weird and irritating.. they will keep telling me abt the stories and stuffs related.. it is until recently that my perception abt them hav slightly improve.. to me.. they are just so eager to share their blessing to the ppl around them.. and are just a bunch of frenly ppl..

the stories they share in the service were so true.. what they are sayin is exactly how i'm feelin.. and i knoe that i just need time to adjust myself to the new thinking and perhaps.. life would be better and not bitter..

*qi still pondering..*
*MERRY CHRISTMAS!..*

2007-12-05T23:28:00.000+08:00

Woah!!!... approximately 10 months of hard work!!.. we are finally done wit it.. hope with all the efforts and hard work.. MPH can all at least get an A!!

*qi hoping in prgoress*

2007-10-10T00:35:00.001+08:00

today is a day of laughters and randoms..
but i still feel so alone..
damn..

anyways..
it's still a day filled with lots of funny events..
lols.. =D

2007-09-28T22:35:00.000+08:00

What's your personality love style?

Here is the analysis:
Love at first sight is your style. You are not fussy about who you fall for, and often there seems to be no rational reason for you deciding to love someone, it just happens and you'll follow your heart. When you do fall for someone, you fall completely. Your love is somewhat child-like, or what people like to call "puppy love". While following your heart is important, you should also remember to use your head occasionally.

What type of personality do you have?

Here is the analysis:
Kind and GentleYour kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

2007-09-28T22:32:00.000+08:00

The Real You

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.

You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.

You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.

Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.

Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

2007-09-28T22:26:00.000+08:00

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

2007-09-27T00:04:00.000+08:00

' you will get courage when u have nth else to lose'
adapted from skye's msn personal msg..

i like this phrase..
it made me realise that..
i dun have courage is becos..
i can't afford to lose u again..
in any ways..
be it as a fren or someone else..
i just could not afford to lose u once again..

*qi dreaming again*
*qi is still wating patiently*

2007-09-23T23:09:00.000+08:00

today is the last day of our so call holiday.. which i dun feel tt it's a holiday for me.. cos i've been gg to sch almost everyday.. and doing nth special except tv tv and tv.. hahas.. today went to meet edwin to pass him my handmade mooncake.. we stayed under his block for quite a while and chit chat a bit.. i was happy.. i kept smilling to myself.. i almost wanted to tell him how i felt.. but i just couldn't open my stupid mouth.. damn.. i tink i must have looke very stupod and embarrassed at that point of time.. hais..

after that went to meet my sis at amk hub.. did some shopping.. den went over to my dad's 'miao4' to eat dinner.. met da ah yi and dayi zhang there.. chatted with them.. the felling was nice.. my sis was wit me.. my dad was wit me.. my mum was wit me.. how i wish this could happen more often.. i really miss the times when my sis is with me.. playing and joking with me.. sayang-ing me.. jie.. i really miss u.. can give me more of ur time?? and it's also my stupid mouth that just couldn't tell u how much i really want u by my side.. though i wan u to be happy always..

2007-09-19T22:41:00.000+08:00

alrites.. today morning went to sch for recording of results.. and MPH noticed some interesting results.. the new roots!!! it's so cute can.. so we decided to take down the fotos of it.. jun tong and me tried capturing the magnified view of the roots from the stereozoom.. it's super difficult can.. it's a test of steadiness, patience and experience.. i guess jun is the most pro.. followed by me!! hahas.. and lastly tong.. tong.. u need to hav more patience hor.. hahas.. but we manages to capture some nice nice fotos of the maginified roots.. hehes.. we stayed in the lab for abt 1 hr den can go home le.. and that's a routine for MPH already.. use to it le..

met chong ming on the dover platform.. den we crap all the way from dover to kovan.. toked abt jun's cheesecake.. which i must say is NICE!! so jun must do more ok.. hahas.. den tong was obsessed we her harvest moon.. so she was playin while we crap.. den we also toked abt the earthquake.. so sad can.. both jun and chop had felt the 'shaky' experience.. i didn't hav the chance thou i am also staying in hougang.. had fun crappin with them.. hahas..

played game when i reached home.. den fell aslp while waiting for yy msg.. and eventually, yy me and win met in vivo at around 6pm.. win was hungry and ate carls' junior.. so expensive la! 12 bucks for a meal.. i can eat a lot of meals wit 12 bucks le lor.. den we proceed to the animal safari at the top level.. the dogs were so cute!! den we head towards haagen daz to eat the choc fondue.. damn nice!! i like.. but very ex!! it cost a total of around 46 bucks just for a chos fondue.. but i tink it's worth it.. cos i can feel the sense of happiness.. but.. it's super SINFUL!! lols.. after the sinful meal, we went up to the small 'pool' area.. found a place and sat down.. chat abt a lot of things.. got lame ones, scary ones, and funny ones..

conclusion of the day.. i need to be more positive.. i need to believe tat i'm special to someone in this world.. so for all those tat i'm special to.. i must not look down on myself and must try and find back my faith amd confidence! =) qi jiayou! must believe tt ppl around u hav u in their hearts..

*qi jiayou*

2007-09-15T15:36:00.000+08:00

well.. i got my results a few days ago on 12th of sept.. wat i an say is tat i'm quite disappointed in the results i got.. wasn't very well done.. thou a dist in ancell was a big shock to me.. hahas.. hais.. i guess i will need to work extremely hard nxt sem so tt i can graduate fr sp with a GPA tt i want..

this hols is seriously nth special to me.. i'm always gg to sch for a few hours to check on FYP results.. other than tat, i'm always left home alone.. i dun actually like this feeling.. but no choice.. i guess i'm just someone who will be forgotten after some time.. i'm just not worth anybody's memory space in their minds..

met airell ytd on the train.. he asked me who do i still meet up with from 2C.. i pondered for a moment.. and i told him nobody.. wat a sad ans.. i couldn't believe my beloved seconday sch frens are enjoyin themselves outside and meeting up often.. without me.. hais.. sadded.. nvm la.. they happy can le lor.. i just stay home and play MY games.. and watch MY dramas can le.. i believe i will one day meet someone who will stay by my side always.. i dun need those tat will forget me when they have a new life.. once again.. my trust towards u have decrease.. maybe it's just my attitude sucks bahs.. i really hope my poly frens wun do the same to me..

*qi have lost faith and trust*

2007-09-03T17:58:00.000+08:00

just came back fr suntec.. watched Ratatouille.. i tink its a very cute movie.. and yes! i agree.. anyone can cook.. it's just a matter of tasty or not.. hahas.. yups.. caught the movie with mr llyod.. and we went to buy donuts fr donut factory.. before the movie, we went to buy 2.. white choc strawberry and double choc.. smuggled into the cinema.. i think it's really diff fr other donuts.. it's tasty! hahas.. after the movie we went to buy again.. he bought a total of 48 donuts.. lols.. hr gave me 6 of it.. thns!! =) comin out wit him still alrite la.. wun feel uneasy.. and tok quite a bit abt the past.. and i found out one interesting thing.. and it really make me happy up till now.. tou i now it's a bit too late to knoe tt.. but i'm still glad tt i found out.. hehes..

*qi wans to turn back time*
*qi misses sec sch life*

'my lucky star, 放羊的星星' rocks!

2007-09-03T00:02:00.000+08:00

i'm finally back blogging after a 5 mths break.. which means i've not blogged for 1 whole semester.. suddenly have the urge to blog again.. becos i wanna share this taiwan ou xiang ju with everyone.. and it's none other than 'my lucky star, 放羊的星星'.. it's a very nice, funny and touching story.. it really made u feel very 辛酸 for the characters inside.. jimmy lim acted as 仲天骐(zhong tian qi).. damn shuai.. and it's the first time he's acting ou xiang ju instead of gu zhuang.. and the female lead is a new korean star, hana acted as 夏之星(xia zhi xing).. wat i can say they are really very cute in the drama.. acted well, and managed to touch my heart.. seriously touched by them.. and i can declare i'm in love wit JIMMY LIM and HANA!!! they rock.. here's their sweet screenshot.. hehes..

hope u all will enjoy this drama as much as i do.. hahas..

ok.. enuff of ou xiang ju le.. recently been busy with FYP.. plants, plants, and more plants.. i dunno why.. i dun like planting.. cos i feel tat i'm very slow.. tong and jun can always plant much faster than i do.. i seriously dunno why.. makes me feel super lousy can.. hais.. but luckily.. not much planting to be done le.. hehes.. hope there will be no contamination.. and then get the results we want.. and hope the whole proj can go on smoothly..

i'm really not a happy gal.. thou i may appear to be one.. bt i guess those who are always wit me will realise that the peiqi now is not the peiqi in the past.. i also dunno wat change me.. but i dun like the present peiqi.. i feel so lousy nowadays.. in all aspects.. i just have a feelin i'm quite a failure.. and i dunno how to cherish ppl around me.. and i also hate to see ppl around me neglectign me becos of their bf or gf.. i DUN LIKE!! but no choice.. they need to seek their happiness.. i can't possibly stop them fr seeing their bf/gf becos i need them too.. i need to let them feel happy.. and by right, i shld be happy for them.. but by left.. i can't do tt..

i have the urge to tell u i love u.. but i can't bring myself down to it.. i can onli picture wat the outcome will be like in my mind.. and i knoe it's sure to be a rejection.. but i dun mind.. i just wan u to tell me straight.. why u always say u will.. but in the end u didn't..

i seriously hate those ppl who had talked bad behind my back.. and the reason is due to ur own fault.. but u tell ppl things tt make it seems as if it's all my fault.. damn u lor.. i will nv ever forgive u for tt.. and i dun need such ppl in my life.. i'm sure i can kick u out of my life easily.. but i hope u wun hinder me in seeking for my OWN happiness.. if u do.. i hope u can get knocked down by car when u cross the road.. and kena choke by fish ball!! hmpf!!..

*qi loves 'my lucky star, 放羊的星星'*

*qi is still in love wit u*

*qi hates backstabbers*

*qi wanna do well in her FYP*

2007-04-19T19:55:00.000+08:00

i dunno wat i'm tinkin nowadays..

but i knoe i need to bid -_-" goodbye le..

i dun hav the mood to carry on bloggin..

shall be back again when i feel like it..

buai ppl.. tc!

2007-04-12T14:24:00.000+08:00

waohs.. time passes very fast.. 46 days of itp in shanghai just pass by w/o me realising it.. ytd on the bus to pudong airport, the feelin it's like i've just reached shanghai the day before.. in the past 46 days, i had fun in ECUST.. my shi jie treat me very nice.. my supervisor also very nice.. and also the late nite chats in jun and my room.. and also the crazy nite of the game chinaman which cause me to keep shoutin till jun cannot stand.. hahaas.. so paiseh to disturb her fr her nice slp.. but it had been a fun time sharing a room wit jun.. =) and of cos, i wun forget the tribal dance created by tong, and the chicken wing dance created by sandra.. we shall dance both dance when we go clubbin nxt time.. lols..

this mornin arrived at singapore changi airport.. i suddenly hav the very high feeling.. think i must be too delighted to be back in spore.. thou i kinda dun bear to leave shanghai too.. hhahaas.. bought perfume for my sis den help jun and sandra buy liquor and wine.. den went to collect our lugguages..den we quickly went out le.. cos a bit guilty la.. shall not mention it here.. but i think the 7 of us shld knoe wat i'm referrin to.. lols.. den waited for mic's dad to come pick us up.. cos we stay very near each other mahs.. den on the lorry, we was like singing national songs la.. damn funny.. the feeln is very nice.. den i saw SBS bus.. also very happy.. cos very long didn't see le.. lols.. den after abt 30mins of lorry ride, i finally reach my home!!! hahahs.. my daddy and jie woke up to open the door.. damn happy to see them lor.. hehes..

aiya.. conclusion of my today post is:
I LOVE MY HOME!!
I LOVE SINGAPORE!!

*pics comin soon.. =)

2007-02-28T17:34:00.000+08:00

woah.. i'm now in shanghai doin my itp already.. reached on sunday.. and enjoyed ourselves as a tourist for this 4 days.. the weather here is super cold la.. luckily i hav my 'mummy meijun' to take care of me.. hahas.. down with flu even before i reached shanghai.. sianx.. keep sneezing and sneezing.. and the bed is super hard.. the spring make my butt and thigh area super pain.. i think gg blue black le.. lols.. the room here is ok la.. but still consider dirty as compared to s'pore.. hais..

did some shoppin the past few days.. and i bought quite a no. of dvds.. very cheap!! wahahas.. and also fake nails.. lols.. the food here is also very nice.. but the service here sucks.. their attitude is really CMI.. but some still acceptable.. luckily they didn't charge service charge.. if not i would rather eat bread for every meals.. lols.. (if u guys wan me help u buy anything just email me..)

met my itp supervisor today.. he is prof Han wei.. he look quite stern at first.. but after the intro, i find that he's actually quite frenly and nice person.. my itp is abt chi medicine de.. damn foreign to me.. so i super scared.. dunno wat i'll be doin tml.. hope i can get to do some hands on stuff.. so that time can pass by faster..

really miss spore badly.. another 41 days to go.. =)
missin u guys badly..

2007-02-20T21:17:00.000+08:00

ytd went out with ah sheng to J8 to watch Ghost Rider.. cos he need to do guard duty, so we decided to meet up in the nite time.. we met at j8 at 10:20.. i was late for 5mins.. cos i play game play till forget the time.. hahas.. we were suppose to meet his another fren wit his gf for the movie de.. but in the end.. he kena fly aeroplane by him.. lols.. so we went to buy the tix for Ghost Rider at 1:30am..

the movie was quite nice.. not bad.. but becos i was quite tired.. so certain parts i didn't really catch wat it's tryin to bring across.. hahas.. after the movie, he told me he wanna walk home wit me to hougang.. so we jiu walk the bus 55 de bus route until we reach my place..crap a lot durin the journey.. first time walk such a long distance with my heels on!! hahas.. toes super pain.. then he think of a lot of ideas to help me reduce the pain.. in the end the best method was he took off his socks and lend me.. so i wore the socks with the heels!! super funny combination.. but it was the best method.. on the way.. there's a lot of drains.. den i need to avoid the drains cos scared later the heels kena stuck.. den tat sickenin ah sheng keep hopin to see my heels kena stuck.. but too bad.. he didn't manage to see that.. bleahs..

after abt 1hr and 45 mins of walkin, we finally reached my place.. so i acc him wait for 1st bus.. but he insist on sendin me home first.. so we waited for a while den jiu bei ta la hui jia le.. hais.. thns for treatin me to movie and cheerin me up.. cos he knew i was feelin rather down due to certain things.. thns!

and also.. need to thns edwin too! he's always there for me when i'm super down and low.. and he always knoe wat i'm thinkin and tried to cheer me up too! thns!!

kor went back NTU hall le.. hais.. nobody acc me at home le.. i need to stay at home alone again le.. kor take care of urself..

*qi wanna thns Sheng and win for bein there for me when i'm down*
*qi wanna face the reality*
*qi wanna cherish evt she has now*
*qi is lookin forward to the OITP*

2007-02-18T23:35:00.000+08:00

YEAH!! today's collecting ang pau day!! hahas.. ytd played game till 4am den slp.. den tis mornin woke up at 11:30.. super tired.. but dunno why so early auto wake up.. den jiu go bathe, change, and make up.. den off to go bai nian le!! hahas..

den went to dad's side..so many ppl la! until now i still dunno how are they related to me lor.. i still can't differentiate who's my no. wat aunt or who's my tang ge tang jie.. lols.. stayed there till abt 3 plus den went off to mummy's side le!! happy!!

reached there den started to sit down and sing! i feel much better at my mummy's side than my dad's side.. dad's side onli dare to sit and keep quiet.. but my mummy's side.. we can play like nobody's business lidat.. maybe is genaration gap bahs.. and i can differentiate who is who at my mummy's side.. hahas..

had a lot of fun! my head kena hit by ah sheng quite a few times.. hmpf!.. nxt time i shall have my revenge.. hahas.. den after dinner went to watch harry potter.. den go out hear them sing again.. think my kor really have the charisma to 'dian' all my cousins lor.. hahas.. he's like havin a mini concert with lots of female fans.. cos my mummy's side is obviously yin sheng yang shuai.. hahas..

tian you bu san zhi yan xi.. (dunno whether it's applicable here) hahas.. we went off at around 10 plus.. den kinda she bu de go home bahs.. maybe is becos of... hais..

haos la.. gg to play game le.. buai ppl.. HAPPY NEW YR TO EVERYONE!! may all ur dreams come true! =)

2007-02-11T01:04:00.000+08:00